I Knew It When I Met Him

Tell Him

"Baby its okay" I say to Jaeden "No it isn't it never is" he says whlies sobbing in my arms. He starts to calm down and looks up at me I look into his glossy eyes and feel more and more nervous about telling him that im leaving soon.

Then I just blurt it out without even thinking "Jaeden I'm moving in 2 months!" I quickly say as I look down "your what?" He says as he gets even more upset "I'm moving in 2 months to Quebec" I say softly

"Why?" Jaeden says as he starts to tear up again "my mom has family there and it's better for us financially" I say looking him dead in the eyes

He's speechless and I end it with " I'm sorry jaejae but I don't want you to get hurt so it think it best for us to just end it" i say and a single year falls down my eye he doesn't say anything

I place my hand on his cheek and give him a soft kiss  on the lips and walk away i left him with no explanation no detail I just left that's not how i wanted things to end but I've try to convince my mother not to move but she wasn't having it

I get home and walk up stairs and get under my blankets and just cried and cried until my eyes turned into a desert and all that was left was the pain in my heart I wasn't going to go to school tomorrow because I know Jaeden is gunna talk to me and try to make me stay when I can't

And I want to stay with him and everyone but i don't want him to be broken even though I feel like I've already shattered his heart into a million pieces.

Sorry this is short guys it's just something to post but 2 more chapters until this book is complete but I do upload more often on my Finn book so you guys should go check that out!!