The Book I'll Never Write

Chapter: the one where I question this

I suppose the reason I'm writing this is to give insight to my thoughts and my life as I see it. Maybe one day, when I've passed on my kid(s) will find this and read it. (If that happens, hello! This is your mom writing as a 15 year old, how are you? Did you eat? Uh I don't really know what to say but um I love you future child. And please, please learn from my mistakes but don't be afraid to make your own. Try to be positive, try to find love in every situation. Don't be afraid to speak up, tell people about your mental health and don't skip meals. Anyway, I'm rambling, hopefully when I'm actually a mom I don't ramble so much.) If they do, will they think anything of it? It's so weird to me to document my thoughts now honestly. Anyone could find this, and they could have an all access pass into my mind and my emotions and I don't know how I feel about that. I think, honestly, that it might be a good idea to show... someone. I don't know who exactly, but someone. I want to know if I'm making any sense, or if maybe I should give up on ever being a writer.