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EPILOGUE

Epilogue

No one knows what is there fate: are they destined to have a happy ending or are they destined to have a tragic end? Everyone loves to have a happy ending like in those fairytales, but who knows what tomorrows bring? Who knows where will fate bring us. In the story of my life I face challenges, I take chances and I make choices. Challenges, chances and choices, the 3c’s in life that will change everything. We face challenges that might cause struggles in our life. There are challenges that are hard to work on, challenges that we can’t pass on, but in every challenges we face,  we become someone who can conquers all the barriers that might stand our way, we become stronger. We take chances, takes chance to become happy or takes chance to have somethings in life that are special for us. Second chances, means second life, a better life that we take with someone or something we valued the most. We maid choices, choices that will change the cycle of our life. Choices are always there to give us option, to give us ways on how to face problems or how to take challenges or chances.

All things on earth has their expiration date. Even human has theirs. Sometimes it’s not easy to accept that they are already gone, and you don’t have the chance to tell them how much they mean for you. It’s heartbreaking to know that they left you all alone, that they left you without a warning. You are not prepared to face life without them but what can you do? That is your destiny and you can’t do anything to change  it.

“Mommy, what are you doing? Why are you still there? We’re going to be late c’mon lets go..”hinila ako ni Ysaack pabalik ng kotse, nandito kami sa sementeryo, dinadalaw ko ang isa sa pinakamahalagang lalaki sa buhay ko, he gave me life, evevnthough he hurts me so much when he left me, us! I still love him, no one can filled the space he left in my heart.

“Manong sa simbahan!”

Nakasuot si Ysaack ng damit pang prinsipe si Araceli naman nakasuot ng maliit na version ng gown ko. which is a Belle inspired gown. Yeah!. It’s my wedding day, dumaan lang ako dito para bisitahin sya. Kahit hindi sya ang kasama ko sa simbahan masaya parin ako kasi alam ko, nawala sya samin ng walang hinanakit.

“Mom look at your shoes, it has mud!!”tili ni Araceli na ikinatawa ko.

“Its just  mud cupcake, weddeing is still on, even if my shoes is full of mud.”natatawang sagot ko.

“hmp.”humalukipkip sya bago kumuha ng tissue sa compartment na nasa gilid. “Sayang yung white carpet kung dudumihan mo lang mom.” Sagot nya.

Pagpasok namin sa simbahan nakita naming nagkakagulo na ang mga tao. Agad na lumapit si Lianne na nakasuot ng gown na kagaya ng kay snow white sa bridal car.

“Luka ka, maiiyak na ang groom mo. Akala nagbago ang isip mong pakasalan sya at iniwan mo ulit”natatawang sabi ni Lianne. “Bat ka ba nalate?”

“pinuntahan ko pa kasi sya”sagot ko. nakakaunawang tumango naman sya.

“Halika na..”

Nagsimula ng tumugtog ang wedding march. Nagsimula ng pumasok ang mga abay. Ako na lang ang naiwan sa labas nakasara kasi ang pintuan at bubukas lang pag papasok na ako. Tumugtog na ang kanta ni David Pomeranz. Ibig sabihin papasok na ako. Huminga ako ng malalim. Bumubukas na ang pintuan. Nakita ko agad ang groom, na nakangiting nagiintay. Antagal kong pinangarap to ang ikasal sa lalaking mahal ko. he mouthed I love you. I mouthed I love you too.

Para akong nasa fairytale land. May naglalakihang chandelier sa taas ng aisle, may white carpet din. Tapos sa gilid ng aisle may  nakalagay na maliliit na puno na naggliglitter may mga royal balls pa, lahat ng babae nakasuot ng damit ni Snow white at lahat ng lalaki nakapangprinsipe. my dream wedding.