DEVIL {Austin Mahone Love Story}

Chapter 32

-Austin's POV-

"I haven't given up enough for you already, have I?"

Her voice rang through my mind continously since she first said it. She's right, she's completely right, how could I be so stupid? This whole time I've been keeping Madison away from everything she deserves for my own selfish reasons. I need her, I couldn't imagine my life without her but I was toxic to her. When I first met her she had the world at her feet with so much potential. She's beautiful, my god, she is beautiful, she has a heart of gold. When did I ever think it was fair of me to take this all away from her?

Madison deserves the world. She deserves more than I'm able to give her.

It was dark out by now and my mind was too occupied to even begin to notice the bitter coldness to the air. I was sat on the old wooden bench in the forest right besides the warehouse with a cigarette sitting between my lips. I took one last puff of smoke and dropped it to the floor, letting my foot stamp on it to put it out.

"What are you doing out here?"

I snapped my head up to see the one person I was dreading to see, Madison. I didn't want to do this. I shook my head, looking back down as I ran a hand through my hair. I couldn't even look at her. I felt so bad, so guilty. "Shit" I cursed at myself with frustration.

"Austin what's going on?" She asked, walking closer to the bench.

"You broke my heart when you said that, you know" I spoke up. I clenched my jaw together, I had to be firm with this. "I can't believe I really make you that unhappy. I've done everything I can for you Mads, I've put you first, you're everything to me-"

"No, Austin-" She said quickly before pausing, her breath catching in her throat, "I didn't mean that, you know I didn't. I was annoyed and I was in the heat of the moment, I'm sorry-"

I shook my head, "Why are you apologising? Don't apologise. I'm sorry I've done this to you."

"Austin you're not making any sense right now please talk to me you're scaring me" Her voice was shaky as she walked over to me, sitting on my lap sideways, her hands finding my cheeks and directing my gaze into her glossy eyes.

"I didn't ever mean for you to feel this way, you know? You had everything set for you in life right before I walked into it and fucked everything up. You deserve somebody who can give you more than I can Madison and I need you to do something for me. I can't continue making you unhappy, and I'm sorry, God am I sorry, but we can't keep doing this. You need to go back to your parents. Start your life over, you're still so young and sweet. Forget about me, forget this all ever happened."

My sad eyes looked into hers, as she looked down a tear fell from her cheek. She wrapped her arms around me as she buried her face in my neck, staying silent for a few seconds before quiet sobs could be heard. "I didn't mean it, I promise"

I watched her in silence as she pulled away from me, still sat on my lap as she wiped under her eyes dry from the tears and ran her hand through her hair. She placed her soft hands on my cheeks again. "I'm so sorry I made you feel like that, Austin. But I'm not going anywhere no matter what you say to me. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me, okay? I've never had somebody love me as much as you do."

I stayed silent again, trying to figure out where I'm at right now.

"I know what you're doing right now. In your mind you're thinking about everything that's gone wrong, aren't you?" She sighed, "Austin we've had the best times together, why can't you focus on that for once? Can't you see how happy I am with you?"

After a few moments passed, she stood up from my lap, and I stood up a long with her, catching her off guard. "Do you love me?" She whispered, looking down.

"Are you kidding? I love you more than anything." I stepped towards her and moved a hand over her cheek, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. I moved my head lower and placed my lips over hers briefly.

I realised something right then and there that I never thought would happen to someone like me. I've fallen in love with everything about her and nothing is more important than her. I couldn't live without her, I wouldn't see the point. I want to spend the rest of my life with Madison.

A/N

Okay I don't know how long this chapter is in comparison to my other ones but I reeeeaaalllyy just needed to post something to get rid of my writers block because I was finding it so hard to carry on from the previous chapter for some reason??

I took this idea from KayleeRoberson so thank you for that and thanks for everyone else who commented.

I hope this chapter was okay please comment what you thought of it. Let me know if you want me to continue the story now or if you're all bored of it!!

I met Austin almost a month ago and went to his concert, it was one of the best nights ever! I hope you all get to see him on his US tour!

Bye!!