Warble Meets the Opposite (KathNiel - COMPLETED)

LAST MELODY

SID: Please play the video for better 'feels' lol. If di ma-play dahil walang internet, download or listen to the song Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade. This will be the last. Thank you :)

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He wears a black tuxedo and I wear a gown, guess who's getting married today?

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside, cold outside, it's cold outside

I smiled at him. He thought na siya lang ang may surprise sa akin, well, I have one for him too! He's staring directly on me, all smiled.

Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside, cold inside, it's cold inside  

He's not saying anything but his smile tells everything.

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

I started dancing with him on the rhythm. A good song indeed. That was actually our theme song, however, with different meaning.

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible  

I look down at my hands and tears stream down my cheeks. And I really hate to cry,it feels so weak. Everyone was also looking at us, smiling while crying.

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror what I see  

I cried, great gasping sobs. Not because we are dancing but because I am only dancing with his picture, a thing in which he cannot move, he cannot talk or whatever but just smiling, walang nagbabago. 

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care  

This time, I'm still hoping that now is different for us. And if I don't think too hard, I can almost make myself believe it.

Slow down girl - you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need

I'm not going anywhere so he told me to slow down so I did. I didn't know that it was what he meant, he does not take it slow because he is going somewhere. Somewhere that is too faraway and I cannot follow him.

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

This time, the ship had finally come and in we were both getting on it but we've got different paths so we have to sail away from each other. 

After the song, the ceremony followed. I, Nocturne Madrigal, is still accepting Fret Dylan Marasigan to be my lawful husband, in sickness and in health and in richer and in poorer. 

Nung una, I know na ako talaga ang 'vulnerable' and aminado ako. But then, my knight in guitar came along and give me the courage to live. Pero sa ngayon, baliktad pala. Siya pala 'yong vulnerable sa aming dalawa, not because he is weak. He is so vulnerable for people around him. Willing to die because he will feel weak for his own self if he don't. I hate him because he did that but I love him for that, at the same time.

"You may now kiss the groom."

They expect me to kiss his picture. No, I won't. Tinawag ko ang isa sa mga stuff and ask him to open the glass on the coffin.

"Noctur--" they shouts.

I kissed him deeply. I married him for all the possible consequences and now, I am doing this because I, Nocturne Madrigal-Marasigan, has already accepted him for everything he is from the beginning and up to the end. 

I remember the night when our gaze first met. Palagi ko siyang nakikita sa school and we are actually seatmates, too. I liked him since the first day I saw him. Sa school? Nope. It was a summer noon when I am with my twin and eating ice cream. Lyra accidentally took a picture of me while he is on the background, smiling widely with his playmate. Nang nagkita ko siya ulit, I know it was him. Same genuine smile, the smile that you will fall for. Pero hindi na sa playground. He wears black leather jacket and now playing the guitar skillfully. 

So cliche, you think so? Yung muling mag-cross ang landas ng ganito? Yeap, cliche but I can't do anything with that. Baka destined to be cliche. Same old love stories.

Coffee and especially music have made a huge impact to our life. Oh, and mysteries too. Who knows na ang pagda-drama ko ang magiging susi? Cliche ulit? Yes, again for the nth time.

Now, I don't know how to live my life without him. I missed his jokes, his sweet talks, yung kakulitan, everything about him. I missed him so bad and I badly need and want him back but I cannot do that. I cannot ask God to give him back.

Fret, if you're now reading this, I hope that you are now happy. We may not be together for a long time but even God knows how much I love you. I love you more than your 'I love you walang katapusan' 

You will always be my favorite guitarist. Thank you for playing the strings of my heart so it will be able to beat again. I know I've caused too much damage to you because I thought that a broken cannot end up with the whole. You made me complete, you mend my wounds. Now, you've also caused a large impact on my heart. Perhaps, you're forgiven.

Dalaw-dalawin mo naman ako dito if you have time. I hope you can still serenade me in my dreams and sing randomly while I'm asleep. Help me to accept the fact that I cannot be with you anymore. I love you and I know you do, too. You're now an angel. A vulnerable angel for you've got a good heart.

I am still considering myself the luckiest girl in the world, I got my man of my dreams, he may not be alive but at least, I know that the music is enough to bind two opposite people together and make our own melody of love.  

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