Warble Meets the Opposite (KathNiel - COMPLETED)

MELODY XXVII

"Let your light shine through me, take this hate I can't release"

- Misery Loves its Company (Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)

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[NOCTURNE]

One fucking week. Previous days feel like hell. No words from him. Di ko alam anong nangyayari. Did he just fell out of love?

I imagined almost a thousand terrible possibilities. Did he already fall out of love? Is there any other women that makes him happier? Is he involve in any illegal transactions? Cheating? What? I lost my mind. 

I admit that I was never the perfect girl and he actually deserves the best. Did he get tired taming my dark side? 

"Ma, alis ako!" He shouted. He just passed a look on me and didn't even bother to smile. "Saan ka pupunta?" Tita asked. "Secret!" he giggles.

I waited for a minute to pass and I followed him secretly. I've read this book entitled 'The Art of Stalking'

He is wearing a black hoodie, a black cap, and black shades as a disguise. The band is actually having a wider fanbase, so.. Alam niyo na kung bakit siya naka ganoon?

He speeds up his black Dodge Challenger while I used his Mom's car. I'm going to figure out why the hell did he ignored me for one week and I fucking deserve an acceptable reason. Those days should be filled with good memories but it wasn't.

The car stops in front of a mall. The moments that he step out of the car, I also did. I keep a 10 meters away from him, trying not to look suspicious. I also avoid keeping an eye from him, he will probably feel it when someone is staring. At last, he enters the National Bookstore. 

Why the hell will he look on the books? I am near on removing my doubt on him when a girl approached him and they talk about little things on how they missed each other. I feel down for myself, this girl got looks and seems nice. Walang wala ako dito. She even called him 'Dylan' which means that she's one of the special girl in his life.

The time when the girl's lips landed on his cheeks, that was also the time when I said, 'abort mission' and ran away. I wanted to come close and slap them or even push them on the floor but:

1. My knees became terribly weak.

2. I know that she was way better than me

3. Maybe I already accepted the fact that I am worth replacing for.

I dialed his number and it takes how many seconds for him to pick it up. "Oh?"

His cold voice makes me shiver. "Where are you?"

"Bakit?" he asked. "Who are you with?" I muttered.

"Ha? Wala." I am left with no words so I hang up. 

  Tears stream down my cheeks. Don't I deserve a fall?   

[FRET]

"Ano kaya?" tiningnan ko ang mga libro sa kamay ko. Damang dama ko na pagka-bwisit sa akin nung saleslady kasi sabi ko sa kaniya, tulungan niya akong mamili. Sa harap ko ay nakalatag ang maraming mga libro. Turtles all the way down, holding up the universe, we were liars, basta ang dami. 

Dahil yamot na siya sa akin, "Sige, ako na. Okay na ako hehe."

"I didn't know you love books," sumulpot sa gilid ko ang isang babae. Saglit ko pa siyang tinitigan at napangiti na lang. "Uy, kumusta?" natatawang wika ko. "Kailan ka pa bumalik dito?" pabiro niya akong sinampal. "Yesterday lang." bakas sa accent niya na hindi pa siya gaanong katagal dito. "Kumusta mo ako kay tita, ah?" paalala ko.