Growing pains | a hannie fan fiction |

fourteen

                             ☞ quote of the day ☜

                                 I still remember
                            Becoming intoxicated
                                     From simply
                                   Breathing you
                                              In.

                                -  Chelsea carroll

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                " Everything happens for a reason. "

                   

                          ✎ Ⓐ n n i e l e b l a n c ✐

My uncontrollable crying.

Shaking.

Burning feeling inside my whole body.

Panic.

Empty feeling but yet feeling so full.

Those feelings Stayed accompanying me, as Hayden tried his best to help out.

Trusting him wasn't easy, well or should I say trusting anyone for that matter.

Showing someone my scars and cuts and bruises wasn't an easy task.

My brain trembled as much as it showed on the outside, I wore as much Clothes as possible to cover my skin usually.

"Don't tell your brothers, or anyone." I said quietly stuttering.

"I would never." He said lightly.

I sat there as he traced his fingers up and down my back trying his best to calm me, I sat my head back.

"I'm not going to hurt you." He said reassuringly, I nodded in response as my eyes watered.

"Hey, hey It's okay." He said trying to relax me.

"I know." I said as my shaking slowed down.

As Hayley's footsteps echoed back down the hall and into the room as she stared at us.

"Are you okay?" She asked quietly.

"She's doing better." Hayden replied.

I laid back as my breathing was still course, but was also slowing.

With Hayden's arms wrapped around me, it brought back old memories.

From Hawaii to L.A. to Canada.

It was crazy to think that he was with me again.

Something just felt right about it.

                           ✎ℌ a y l e y l e b l a n c✐

I grabbed my sweatshirt off the edge of the bed before heading to the couch to get Some rest.

As I walked out I took one glance at them both together, it brought a smile to my face.

As I cracked the big heavy wooden door behind me, I turned as Jimmy walked sleepily down the hall.

"What's going on?" He asked slightly swaying back and forth in drowsiness.

"What do you mean?" I asked, acting oblivious to the situation.

"What's all the noise, did I dream again." He said rubbing his eyes.

"Come out here and I'll tell you." I said giggling.

We walked down the hall to the dim kitchen area, as he sat back in a bar stool.

"Tell me." He said smiling.

"Annie started panicking at one and I couldn't understand her, she does this a lot but never this bad." I said as he sat perched at the counter.

"So I went to go get one of you but Hayden was already awake and wanted to see if she was okay so he walked in there and picked her up and she flipped out but then she was a little bit better as he talked to her, I walked in there a minute ago and it's like a switch flipped." I said slightly smiling.

"What does that mean?" He asked.

"I don't know, she's usually wouldn't let anyone near her." I said.

"I swear, They have always had some type of connection." Jimmy said smiling.

"I'd have to agree." I replied.

"I always told Hayden not to worry, I knew that they would meet again." He said softly laughing.

"And here we are!" I said laughing.

"Yes, and it's the best." He said.

I smiled as I yawned.

"Well you and I should both get some sleep, I'll see you tomorrow morning." He said as he got up and started walked back to bed.

"Good night, it's crazy to be here." I said flopping back on the couch.

"Everything happens for a reason." He said lightly before heading to bed.

I laid back in the plush couch as I closed my eyes.

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