Growing pains | a hannie fan fiction |

fifteen

                            ☞ quote of the day ☜

It's like I'm trying
To science
The loudest love
And it's a
Fucking tragedy.

- chloë frayne

• • •

" call for help "

✎ ℋ a y d e n s u m m e r a l l ✐

Annie was finally able to speak again, she laid almost limp from her harsh panic.

"Annie?" I whispered, with my arm still around wrapped softly around her resting on her collar bone.

"Yes." She said still shaken.

"I don't want to be snoopy, but are you okay?" I asked.

"I'm fine." She replied blankly, even though I knew far that she wasn't 'fine.'

As we laid back with her head still on my chest, I ran my fingers through her soft hair.

I looked out the wide window at the city lights, one of Annie favourites.

Her crying had slowed down, and even after all these years.

I can still read her like a book.

My heart sank, I had a pretty good idea as to what has happened over the past six years.

✎ Ⓐ n n i e l e b l a n c ✐

I laid in Hayden's arms, I felt some type of way.

A way, well i couldn't describe after all these years.

As he combed my stray hairs out of my face.

I yawned in exhaust, my breathing was slowed, my shaking had subsided quite a bit.

All I was left with was sadness and empty, as per usual.

But Hayden, well he just had something about him.

it was soothing.

I mean, his arms had never felt unsafe.

It didn't bring back any memories of Luke.

It brought back memories of when we were 12.

Happy.

Fun.

And carefree.

I don't know how to describe it.

Something good, I'd have to say.

I felt my eyes get heavy, I tried hard to fight sleeping.

"Good night." Hayden whispered.

As the last tear dropped from my eye, Hayden softly wiped it away.

I took a big breath as I closed my eyes, letting my sleeplessness take me.

✎ ℋ a y d e n s u m m e r a l l ✐

Annie laid on me as her eyes shut, I felt her heart slow and her body finally relax.

I stared out at the city, I smiled.

I felt like I was 12 again, this is one of the best feelings since she has left.

With Annie in my arms, me playing with her hair, just enjoying her company.

I turned my head, the wooden door silently creaked as Hayley peeped in signalling me to come talk to her.

I move enough to gently lay Annie down sleeping next to me, I tip toed out of the room into the hall.

As Hayley leaned against the wall, waiting for me with a smile across her face.

"How did that go? I'm sorry I left you there." She frowned.

"Don't be," i said smiling "it went good she's finally sleeping." I said yawning.

"Well, looks like you need some sleep too." She said softly giggling.

"Maybe so," I said agreeing with the fact "i mean, is it okay if I sleep in there, on the couch?" I asked.

"I'm not stopping you," she said smiling "I'm going to crash on the couch for tonight." She finished as I nodded.

"Good night summerall." Hayley said, using my well know nickname.

"Good night hay-money." I said at her as she giggled.

I turned to the door as I twisted the Handle slowly, I opened to see Annie still sleeping.

I tip toe to the couch sitting next to the bed and laid back in it, grabbing one of the 10 that I put in here.

I sighed, as sleeping was hard at this point.

I have around a million questions revolving around the past times.

The sad thing? Well that's probably that you can hear her pain almost clear as day in her voice.

It echoes through my heart, almost like a call for help.

I closed my eyes as these thoughts over took my brain.

• • •

‽ question of the day ‽

What's your dream job?

• answer of the day •

Model, dancer, actress, singer cause I can't sit for very long I have to be busy 24/7. Lol

Thank you guys sm for the support on this book!

Ly guys.<3