Growing pains | a hannie fan fiction |

thirtyone

☞ quote of the day ☜

Broken girls blossom
Into warriors.

- unknown

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" Blackmailing? "

✎ Ⓐ n n i e l e b l a n c ✐

I wake early after a good night of sleep, I roll myself out of bed.

Reaching for my phone and computer as I wander into the kitchen to see no one awake, I grab a granola bar as I sit down on the soft couch.

Yet again watching the sun rise over the tall city buildings.

I grab my computer to begin to answer some emails, the ones that just catch my eye that I can answer truthfully without getting in some type of trouble,

Seeing a various amount from my neighbours and old Maryland friends, I decide to ignore.

Not cause I want to, but cause I have to.

Singing, modelling and acting opportunities fill my computer screen.

I would love to get back into the old groove of everything, I just need a little bit more time.

Having anxiety and depression makes everyday life at times seem hellish at times.

But Hayden is teaching me that there is so much to be happy about, he's teaching me to let go of the bad memories and make good new ones.

I love him for that.

I cross past the news, wondering what keeps the media on fire these days.

Holy actual shit, shit shit shit.

Instagram @Famousbirthdays

"former media star and singer Annie Leblanc has come back to los angles after 6 years of disappearance. even seen multiple times with Hayden summerall her old boy friend, the so called "hannie shippers" are definitely on the edge of their seats in excitement to see the lovers back together." 

No, no no no.

I guarantee My parents are going to see this somehow, this is the last thing I need them knowing.

Hayden comes strolling down the hall as I shut my computer, praying that from the distance he's at he saw none of what was on the screen.

I grab my phone and replace it with the computer on my lap before tying my long hair into a bun.

"Good morning, your up early." He says peppy and smiley as always.

"Yes, yes I am." I say curling up into a ball on the couch.

As the coffee cups cling to the counter I hear Hayden walk around to the couch to sit next to me, as per usual.

He sighs turning on the TV as I sit up to face the screen.

"I couldn't sleep to save my life last night." He says sighing.

"And why is that?" I ask.

"I don't even know." He says tipping his head back.

As he sets his coffee down on the table, we both lay back in exhaust.

Jimmy soon comes strolling out looking as if he came back from the apocalypse.

Me and Hayden had confused expressions wiped across our faces.

"I didn't get an hour of sleep last night." He says taking two shots of espresso.