Growing pains | a hannie fan fiction |

five

☞ quote of the day ☜

The only cure
I have ever known
For fear
And doubt
And loneliness
Is an immense
Love of self.

- Alison malee

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" Still about her? "

✎ Ⓐ n n i e l e b l a n c ✐

I sneaked down our wooden stairs, trying not to make a peep.

Tonight, well it's the night I plan to get my phone back.

As I creeped into the basement rushing to get it, I haven't held my own phone since I was 12. So this is pretty exciting.

It's currently 3:12 AM, I reached the safe as My eyes grew.

my parents were not very good at making the code, it was all of us kids birthdays combined.

I punched in the code as it opened, I grabbed Hayley's phone and my phone, as fast as I could.

I shut the safe not leaving a track behind, as I rushed upstairs and into my room as fast as I could possibly could without waking up everyone.

As I sat on my bed and pushed the home button to see the same screen saver I had when I was 12.

Me and Hayden, holding hands, for moment I just stopped as I got shivers down my arm.

I opened up my Phone to check my thousands of messages, I didn't reply to most because if that got back to my parents, I'd be in deep deep deep shit.

I scrolled past Hayden's contact, as I clicked in he had texted me four weeks ago, I scrolled and scrolled and scrolled.

To find that he had wished me happy birthday and every holiday that happened, he had texted me for it.

I was surprised he hadn't forgotten about me, I didn't reply, even though it was killing me inside not to.

I stayed up all night looking through my social media's that I have practically never even seen, I am pretty excited to go back to L.A. maybe I'll have my friends back again.

✎ ℋ a y d e n s u m m e r a l l ✐

"So what have you and your brothers been up to?" My dad sat in front of me asking his 1000 questions that happens every time I visit.

"um nothing much just figuring out tour and having fun." I replied.

"Good, hows singing going?" He asked.

"Awesome, I was just recording before I came here and I'm pretty excited to preform that." I replied with a smile.

"When you guys come here, I'm definitely coming." He said as I chucked.

"So have you found a girlfriend?" He asked as I felt my face droop.

"No." I scoffed, I hated this question so purely.

"Why not, you have hung out with tons of girls." He said playfully punching me in the arm.

"Yeah, it's just not happening right now." I replied twiddling my thumbs, avoiding this conversation at all costs.

"Hayden is this all still about Annie, she's not coming back. It's been 6 years!" He said.

"No it's not about her." I snapped back in a tone I probably shouldn't have done.

"Well it's obviously about something, Hayden you haven't been the same person for quite awhile." He said.

"What do you even mean?" I asked scoffing.

"Hayden your acting weird." He said as his eyes slowly narrowed.

I slammed my hand on the table as I stood up, "goodnight dad." I said as I stomped down the long hall into my room.

I sat at the edge of the bed, in a daze, staring into space.

I don't even know what is up with me, He was right.

I'm not as happy as I used to be.

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                            ‽ question of the day ‽

Do you have any pets and if so what are their names?

                              • answer of the day •

I have two dogs and their names are Paige and Gus:)