Growing pains | a hannie fan fiction |

eightteen

☞ quote of the day ☜

They say
Every atom in our
Bodies was once
Part of a
Star,
Maybe I'm not
Leaving
Maybe I'm
Going
Home

-  unknown

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" I don't like my sushi crunchy "

                    ✎ ℋ a y d e n s u m m e r a l l ✐

We got a table at the sushi place as I sat next to Annie, like we always used to.

The round table fit us all comfortably, as we started chatting.

"I remember sitting here when we were twelve." Annie said kindly grinning at me.

"I remember it like it was yesterday." I replied back, mimicking her face.

Annie and I yawned a lot, as we both didn't get much sleep.

"You guys want to stay with us again?" Dylan asked, leaning into the table.

"I don't know, we have tons to do."
Annie replied flipping through the menu.

"Well you also need sleep." I said.

"That's true Annie." Hayley said raising her eyebrows.

"Let's eat before I get hangry, how about that." She replied giggling.

"That's a good idea." I implied, as the waiter came and took our orders.

                        ✎ Ⓐ n n i e l e b l a n c ✐

I hadn't eaten much today, besides breakfast.

I sat back in my chair scrolling through my phone before the waiter finally served us our food.

"Yum." Hayden said prolonging his humming.

"It looks good for sure." Jimmy said shoving a roll in his mouth, we all laughed.

"What did you get?" Hayley asked pointing at Hayden's food.

"I got what Annie got but without cucumber." He said with his smile from ear to ear.

"Why no cucumber?" I asked implying an old memory.

"I don't like my sushi crunchy." He said laughing as we all joined in.

"Good times." Hayden said as our laughter eventually died down somewhat.

His eyes still had the same sparkle as they did six years ago, crazy to think that we used to date.

My heart paced at that thought, dating to me was taboo to me from my last relationship.

We ate up fast to get home, I mean it was around 7:30 PM. We ate and paid and Hayden forced me not to pay.

Ah I see, Still hasn't lost his gentleman quality either.

I was unsure about staying again, I am still pretty blurry to the events of last night.

My sadness still took over me, my depression was like a box, with steep walls that were endless.

You just can't escape.

But being here is going to make it better, at least I hope.

                   ✎ ℋ a y d e n s u m m e r a l l ✐

We climbed in the car yet again, as Dylan drove with me sitting next to Annie, her tired eyes tried not to shut.

She scrolled through her phone, as people had already gotten some pictures of us.

But for some reason, I didn't care.

I almost forgot about tour and fame, I was lost in her.

And it was so good.

The same thoughts traced through my mind, as if I was 12 again.

"She's stunning."

"How can I live without her?"

"This is a blessing, or maybe a dream?" 

We soon arrived at our apartment, as I opened the door to the cool L.A. breeze blowing over me.

Annie and Hayley followed behind me, as Dylan and Jimmy hopped out the front.

We ran up to the apartment, like the children we are.

"Your staying right?" I asked Annie.

"You have to." Jimmy said, practically begging her.

"I don't know." She said laughing at him.

Once we reached our room, our conversations still carrying on I opened the door as we all flooded in.

As Annie set her purse down on the counter and sat down in a chair, she looked blankly.

I wanted to ask, but I knew I couldn't.

"Annie, can you come talk to me for a minute?" Hayley asked.

"I guess." Annie said getting out of her chair as they wandered down the hall to their room.

Dylan raised an eyebrow at me as he still had no idea about Luke, or her panic attack.

"Was she okay," Jimmy started quietly "last night." He finished off with.

I nodded.

"What about last night?" Dylan asked, confused as all get out.

"Nothing." I said before Jimmy could even speak.

"Why can't I know?" Dylan said throwing his hands in the air.

"All I'm going to say is she was scared." I replied, as Dylan froze.

"About what?" He asked.

"She'll explain one day." I said, as Jimmy nodded along with me.

"Thanks for the information guys, I'm lost." He said sarcastically.

As me and Jimmy giggled.

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‽ question of the day ‽

What's you favourite type of fast food/ drive thru?

• answer of the day •

Panera or Starbucks, I'm vegetarian so my
Options are pretty low😂