the story is about Emily Fields who is madly in love with her best friend Alison Dilaurentis but never had courage to tell her.
They will face lots of difficulties but the most important question is will they end up together.
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Have you ever felt confused and can't decide what's happening to your life? Well that's exactly how I feel nowadays ,I think I'm bipolar wait no I think I'm Empolar because my emotions are controlled by em Like how the hell is that even possible I'm Alison Lauren Dilaurentis and never in my life I've felt this way and the worst part is I know the reason but I can't admit and the person who is doing all of this is clueless .
Ok before confusing all of you let me do a recap of what happened and why my emotions are so imbalance .
Mr perfect aka Noel khan asked me to be his girlfriend after we have been through multiple dates,he took me by surprise I wasn't expecting it also because I wasn't sure what I felt for him anymore Attraction? Of course not gonna lie he is a total hottie Future with him or love ? No but we are just in high school right ! Who thinks about those stuff at this age ,we are just 18 for god sake . But real problem was my growing emotions for Emily , never thought I would say or even think about this but couldn't control it hence looked up for em but she wasn't even looking at me all her attention was towards the one and only Rachel So I said yes , anyway I couldn't bring myself to say no ,not in front of all this people, it would made Noel a loser and I couldn't have done that to him
But that wasn't the whole reason for my emotional insanity ,let just say 10% of them You are asking what are the rest Well here it goes...
Flashback
I was in the changing room when emily came back from shower wearing a sport bra and towel around her hip her whole body dripping from water making her ten times more hotter , Couldn't help but linger my eyes on those chocolaty six packs more than I should have
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My eyes then slowly started to travel more Lower and her 'little friend' that was not so little was well noticeable , from the shape I could deduce it was big I couldn't bring myself look away and slowly i was beginning to feel horny , I was so into my mental film that I didn't even realize that I was staring until " take a photo it will last longer "I heard Emily say with a smug smile on her face I cleared my throat and said "I will" smirking at her and she start to chuckle and said "we are going to be late so move fast" to change subject "Well as you can see I'm already ready you are the one who is giving me a private show" I said getting up " that's not true , I've always been like this in front of you but I guess something is different nowadays is it though ?" she said getting impossible close to me , I was having hard even breathing , it was like I wasn't receiving enough Oxygen because all them was getting taken by Emily "W..ha.t are you doi..ng ?" I said shuttering Really Ali from when you started shuttering in front of em ? I asked myself " you ok ?I was just taking my clothes, you are standing in front of my locker" she said taking her clothes and then put her hands on my forehead to see if everything is ok "Your temperature seems ok"she said shrugging "No it's nothing it just i haven't had enough sleep" I said giving her a smile "Now get ready I'm waiting outside" I said getting out not being able to bare another moment of sexual tension that's being going on between us
___________ At lunch
After my and Emily's locker event We were at lunch with others talking about how cute noel was when he proposed to me to became his girlfriend and how relieved he was when I said yes and we continued to chat till rachel came and jump on emily and start make out with her in front of everyone just like that , where is the damn privacy? and said" thanks for best date ever i had so much fun at the carnival and sorry that I had leave" "hey it's okay don't be sad because you make it up to me very well" Rachel seemed confused "you know the kiss" "oh" and she started to blush , Like really first kiss now I come to know they are dating and Emily didn't even say a word to me about all that , now I don't even matter to her because she got someone new to give her all attention,luckily I had control over my body and I didn't kill her wait both of them , i swear to god that I was shaking from anger and sadness that I was about to cry oh sorry I wasn't about to cry I was crying and I didn't realize untile i felt Some hot liquid in my cheeks I whipped off as fast as i can thank god everyone was concentrated on emily and her so know one noticed.
End flashback
That's was the worst day of my life because I realised that maybe i have feeling for emily as more than a friend when we are not available anymore, the worst timing ever and I can't stop crying remembering the way they were kissing and that made me think what Emily felt when I kissed all those guys in front of her i saw the sadness in her eyes but i never thought that can heart this much . I had to do something before it's to late because this feeling is killing me ,seeing her with someone else who is not me is killing me , I know sound like a hypocrite but I better be that than regret not doing anything all all
A/n Happy Christmas 🎄 Let me know if the chapter is boring or to long or full of mistakes . I'm trying to rewrite like from 409 words I went to 1099 , I don't wanna make this boring so let me know Sorry for the mistakes let me know if you're liking the story please vote and comments F
