Till The End

Chapter 45: I'm What

Emily's pov

I'm outside Alison hospital room she is still unconscious but she is OK

After I took Alison to the hospital I made sure that mother fucker stay in the prison for his entire life

I saw the nurse came out from Alison's room and said

" if you want you can stay with her now" and gave me a smile I nodded and went to her room

I sat down and took her hand into mine
Tears started fell down from my eyes just the feeling of losing her make me want to die

"I'm sorry........ I'm so sorry I broke my promise to always protect" I said with a cracked voice resting my head in hand and cried till I fell asleep

I wake up by someone stroking my hair I slowly opened my eyes and saw Alison looking at me

"You're awake," I said trying to start processing my mind

"Yup" she said not looking at me

"How long have you been wake? "

"since half an hour"

"Why didn't you wake me up? "

"You were so serene, I did not have the strength to wake you up" ( a/n I don't know if exist some phrases like this in English language)

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry I could not save you, I promised you I would have protected you, if you'd be in danger I would have saved you but I could not" I said trying to not break down in front of her

" It was not your fault"

"I know it was not my fault but I had to know that the bastard had evil intentions towards you and I had to save you I broke my promise and I will never forgive myself"

"never"

"Do not blame yourself if it happened means that it had to happen in my life because It was written in my destiny but now to please I do not want to talk about this, every time I think about it I get that memory before fainting when he ... I do not want to remember," she said shaking her hand and crying, go towards her and wrapped my arms around her tightly and We cried together then I started talking

" if this is what you want I will not talk but you have to face to forget because It will always stay with you if you don't
I'm not saying that if you talk you will forget But you'll feel more free instead if you keep it for yourself you will always have this weight that will continue torment your whole life that's why " i said taking her hands on mine

" Talk to me or anyone and let yourself free" and for the first time after I wake up she looked at me directly in my eyes I could see the pain, anger and....... Disgust

She sigh and open her mouth to speak but closed again

"To be raped is to be broken, in more ways than I could ever count. To be raped is to have somebody reach inside to your soul, and force it to slowly die. Have you ever had somebody grab your hand, maybe playfully at first, but then hold on just a little too tightly, and for a moment you realize you're not strong enough to break free and just have to wait for your hand to be released? It's a common scenario, something that happens all the time on the preschool playground, starting all the way from playful childhood. Imagine that feeling, that moment where you realize you aren't strong enough to break free when that person grabs your wrist, and imagine that feeling applied to your whole body. Your arms, legs, voice, everything...become useless. Your body isn't even your body anymore. It belongs to them. And not only your body, but everything you are is exposed and ripped away from you. And there's nothing for you to do except wait. At some point, you stop struggling, or maybe you never even could, paralyzed by fear . And you feel as though anything in the world could be better than this. Even death. You may even pray that you could choose death instead. Unfortunately, you couldn't, I'm just happy that I passed out and remembered just when he take off his pants because if not I would have killed myself by n-"

" don't you there finish, I couldn't prevent you from what happened but now I'm here I won't anything bad happen to you I don't want to promise anything because promise are meant to be broken so I'm going to prove you, I want to take all your pain away but I can't I'm powerless but I can make you happy to make your painless, I can create lot of beautiful memories to make you forget your bad memories, I can lov-"

" sorry did I interrupted something "
Said the doctor

" no it's OK " said Alison looking down at her hand

" do you have something to tell us"i ask

" uh yeah just wanted to inform you that Alison is ok so is her baby they both are perfectly fine"

Wait

What

" what" i said more like I yelled

" she is pregnant" the doctor said and gave me a confuse look

" I'm what" Ali said and fainted

Sorry For The Misunderstanding

A/n

Sorry for the mistakes and please vote and comments

short chapter I know but you guys didn't reach 20 votes in the previous chapter I just wanted to give you guys a chapter so if you guys reach 23 votes in this chapter I will write a longer chapter and there will be a surprise

And so previously I give you some choices and asked to choose one opinion and most of you choose number 2 but the people who choose number 1 there reasons where right

so I decided that I will end this book but I will write some bonus chapter that won't confuse anyone who will read the sequel because the bonus will be about....
I will tell you when I end this book ( around 3 chapter left) + bonus

And please go and read the first chapter of the sequel I already published

So in the previous chapter I said that I'm not going to finish this book but I mean like I'm not going to end and continue writing because some readers didn't wanted to end this story so I thought that I will continue writing this book and the sequel at the same that will talk about their future

So comment

1) if you want to end this story and read the sequel

2) continue reading this story at same time read the sequel that will talk about their future

3) no sequel and end of this story

And sorry again for the misunderstanding I hope now is clear

I will update the next chapter if I get 20 votes at my previous chapter