Till The End

chapter 34 : I don't love her not anymore

Emily's pov

I was waiting in the living room for Alison and Eleanor when my grandma came

"Oh Emmy how are you
Why didn't you came home last night
You don't now much we were worried about you
I was going towards the police when Ce told me that everything is okay and you are home "

"Ok ok granny breath first i was stuck in some messed up situation second I already told everything to Ce I don't know why she didn't tell you earlier maybe she was stressed about me "

"What happened last night ?"

"Something good and bad "

"What do you mean ?"

"Like I said before it was a messed up night I ask the person who broke my heart to become friends again because I couldn't see her like that "

"Like what "

".......broken"

"Why do you care for her she didn't care for you when she left you broken -"

"She cared about me and I know that she just didn't showed also she was broken we did love each other a lot "

"Do you love her?"

"N..o...I just care about her"

"Why should you care about that slut"

"Enough she is not a slut" I shouted to her but she laughed at me

"So you don't have feelings for her uhh than why you shouted at me that is the first time you raised your voice on me"

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"Listen Emmy I'm not against that girl ok but what I'm trying is to make you realize that you still have feelings for her maybe not love but I'm sure that feeling it's not just care there is more"

"You want know truth I don't know I loved her more than anything or anyone but she betrayed my trust "

"You know yesterday at the party i found this girl who was completed broken so i helped her and she told me the reason I told her that maybe she have made lots of mistakes maybe she have hurt her a lot but if she really love her to don't give up on her because if they're are mean to be than thay will be together also if few days before they die and Failure is the key to success; each mistake teaches us something."

"Why are you telling me this ?"

"Because i don't want you to give up if you really love her I don't know her but what I heard from your mother about her she is a good girl and I think she loved you maybe she had done lot of mistakes but have you ever tried to be in her position or listen to her reasons .........I don't want you to make the same mistake as that girl from yesterday , I don't want you to marry Eleanor if you're confused or not sure hundread percentage that you love her because this decision could change your,Eleanor and that girl life so think before do something :

"I know and i can assure you that i don't love her not anymore i guess "

"Why"

"I don't want to be hurt anymore "

"And marrying some else will make you happy knowing that you don't love her and you are going to destroy her life too"

"No but also if i don't love her I will never hurt her and as her life partner I will always try to make her happy ...............And by the way her name is al-"

"Alison "

"Yes right "

"No Alison the girl from yesterday is behind you " i turn and saw Alison walk down the stairs