Till The End

Chapter 53 : Explanations

Third person's pov

" wait so you are saying that I'm gay" asked Alison turning to see hAnna's face

"not really Ali, I mean you are bi at least it's what I thought also if Emily is the only girl, you dated" said hAnna

After everyone left Alison's room, Hanna came to check on Alison few minutes later but she saw Alison looking at the ceiling lost so she asked what happened Alison shook her head and said nothing, hAnna was about to leave but got stopped by Alison that asked her to say few things about her past Hanna first time rejected but Ali continued to insist so Hanna agreed to tell her few but in exchange she wants her to don't force her brain trying to make remember anything she says

"do you know why I loved Emily so much ?" asked Ali after she heard few stories about their relationship

" there lots of reasons one of this is she is your childhood friend you to were always together although Emily was in love with you for the very first time and always protected you in every situation you took your time to admit your love for her"

" but that can't be the true reason tell me why I was so in love with her"

"Alison I can't is something that you have to explore again with Emily, if I want I can tell you what you said to me but want give you the same sensation that you felt in the past because now it will be something I told not something you experienced"

Alison nodded her head

"OK don't tell but continue telling my and Emily's story"

" so you took your time to admit your love for em , now that I'm thinking if Rachel didn't came to your lifes you wouldn't have admitted your love for Emily"

"wait who is Rachel"

"she was kinda Emily's first girlfriend"

"what happened with her"

" nothing you always knew that Emily have some kind of hots for you but never give her a chance thinking that you are straight and feel anything for her so you started dating with Noel but Emily was tired of you she can't have so she started dating and I might add Emily was very popular in our school she got high marks in every exam and never lost a soccer game or anything to sports so she had lots of candidates but she didn't date anyone because of you however after learning that you got with Noel she started dating Rachel and you started get jealous and finally started understanding your heart that was always been Emily's "

Alison's pov

If the story Hanna told me are true than why is Emily the only person I can't remember why everything related to her is not in my mind anymore why do I feel so helpless, why do I feel there is still something missing

I've so questions but I don't know the answer of none of them and with this I fell asleep

I got home and run to my room when i realized for the first time that she was a fraud everything around me just broke i couldn't believe I don't know why I'm feeling so bad for her because I did what she deserve maybe because she planned a surprise propose me when i find out I was feeling the most lucky girl in the world at same time the most unlucky girl why she have to break my heart? why she have to betray my family ?why have to every thing special for me ? Why ?but one thing that I was sure after seeing the ring was that she love me a lot that's why I decided to lie to her and tell her that i cheated on her because I knew this will crash her heart and I will have my revenge to hurt her more than she hurted me I should feel happy but the only thing that I'm feeling is ache in my heart and when she detached the necklace from my neck and said that she take all the promise back because I already broke and there's no reason for her to respect them and from today I was nobody to her I felt so empty inside me like I lost the most important persone in my life I shouldn't feel like this way but I did but I promise to myself that I will do everything that I can to forget her