chapter 26: last day in Paris

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Alison's pov

I wake by the sound of alarm goes off I turn and brushed the hair of the person who was sleeping next me a smile break in my face thinking it was Emily but when the person turn the smile vanished you know when when you are in your dream world but you realize soon you have to wake up and go back to the real world the same thing happened to me because it was noel but the thing that troubled me is

why tell hell i was thinking about her its been 2 months and still i miss her but I can't forget what she did nor forgive her.

After being betrayed, most of us want two things, usually at the same time. We want to wound the person who hurt us-as deeply and as excruciatingly-as we've been wounded, and we want to rise above the situation and offer that person forgiveness. But neither of these tactics work. Wounding words tend to boomerang and make you feel as terrible as the person you wanted to hurt. Forgiveness, especially if halfhearted, tends to come off as condescension.

There are actions, though, that you can take to can heal yourself. Every hurt has its own story, and so does every healing. But we can say this: You can heal yourself when you've filled the hole left behind by a betrayal, and you can heal the other person when you sincerely drop the need for revenge.

Remember, the only betrayals that inflict damage are the ones where an intimate bond has been torn. Love makes you merge with another person, able to feel their emotions as keenly as you feel your own. If you have experienced such bonding, you know that it is a kind of higher reality-and when that bond is ripped apart, it's as if you've lost half of yourself

So how can you get out of torment and find yourself again?

Currently I'm laying in my bed in Paris because my parents though that I need break from everything and offer me to have a vacation that emily won from the bet because everything is organised and suggested me to ask one of my friends to go with me but little did they know that I was going to take noel with me i don't love him neither we are in relationship also if he want me to be his girlfriend but something is holding me back to became his girlfriend so we just sleep together that it because this is the only option that remains because the scientists

say the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else

Today is our last day because tomorrow school start and I'm going to be senior it's so exciting at the same time I felt hurt because there won't be emily uffff I should stop thinking about her

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Me and noel we were waiting for the plane in business lounge because my father said that he would not let me use his private jet because I dicided to came with noel.

I excuse my self to go to bathroom after I finish I saw noel in front of the bar I was going toward him when some group people came in FRONT of me making me fall , i sense some strange feeling when they passed it was like when i was with....ufff stop thinking ABOUT her ,but who are they i think they were bodyguards because they were wearing black and protecting the person who were meddle of them

"Baby are you Ok?"Noel

"Yes who were they and why so rude and so much security? "

"I think the person is someone really important .....See they are going toward private jet"

" i don't know who are they but at least they could ask me sorry for making me fall assholes "

" it's ok baby"

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I was going to give my ticket to the air hostess befor someone tap my shoulder I turn and saw there was one of the bodyguard who made me fall

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