Till The End

Chapter 43: Music Mixed With Feelings

Emily's pov

We were out of school waiting for the bus there was hAnna and cece they were talking or I might add arguing about something while Aria and Spencer were trying to ignore each other , I don't know what happened to both of them one day they are talking and happy with each other and the other day they are like some strangers then there is Alison who is on the phone playing Helix Jump with a exhausted expression

after a few minutes the bus arrived and We climb

But the students were so many that we had to take the sit that had happened and by my destiny I had to end up with Alison I mean sit down with Alison it's not like that I'm not happy I think it would be awkward after what happened at my house

Flashbacks

After my friends came to my house and help us, with the music we were lying at the coach watching a movie and talking but Alison phone was continuously beeping I was getting frustrated so I asked her to tell her boyfriend to stop texting her and she said that he was not her boyfriend they were just dating and they continue chatting I get annoyed and threw her phone at the wall and broke into two pieces

"what's your problem "
I was shocked after what I did I didn't mean it I just couldn't tolerate that she was smiling and I was not the reason but I didn't expect that I will do what I did so I

"I'm sorry it's just.... I was getting annoyed by you what texting your whatever and you weren't listening to me"

"Em you are not a f****** child that you get irritated because I wasn't listening to you"

"I'm sorry that I wanted my best friend attention because I was talking about something important and she was so damn concentrate texting her boyfriend"

" I already told you he's not my boyfriend and stop acting like a b****"

"oh now I am the b**** and to think that you acted like a b**** your whole life."

After realizing what i said I asked her sorry so many times but she was so annoyed by me that she left

At least my situation isn't as worst as my friends if you could see there faces they are all terrified actually I have to know what happened between them I have to know why they are not at talking terms

I take the sit and while Alison sit next to me after 10 minutes we both didn't say anything there was awkward silence so I decided to break

"Sorry" I said sincerely

"don't" she said looking every where just not where I'm

"please look at me" I said grabbing her hand

she did as I told and when our eyes meet I could she the angry expression that she was wearing just vanish instantly and face softened

"I know I'm an asshole for what I said to you yesterday but believe me I wasn't myself I can't explain why I did that because honestly I don't know myself" I said and I could see a small smile on her face that she immediately hide or maybe I'm imagining because why would she smile there is no reason

" it's okay I forgive you next time try to win my attention not break my phone" she said with a smile and I nodded smiling back and caressed her hand with my thumb

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I was feeling hot so I open the window then I saw Alison put her head on my shoulder she was asleep and wind was blowing on her face her blond hair were like dancing with the wind I was so mesmerized by her that I couldn't sleep I just wanted stay here freeze in this moment and watch her like this for the rest of my life