The next morning I just laid in my bed looking up at the ceiling, what are me and Shawn? Are we just friends? Does he like me too? Or am I just overthinking everything and Shawn's just being a good friend?? And Izzy?! I can't believe she was making out with Theo! I mean I don't care but I'm surprised, her and Theo barely talked, in my opinion her and Theo were the least close. I reached over for my phone and it looked like her and Theo spent the rest of the night together. I put my phone back down and closed my eyes, I'm so tired. A few moments later my phone rang and it was Izzy.
"Violet!!!" She said. "You Alright? You're never this happy this early" I said. "I lost my virginity" she said. "You're joking right?" I asked. "No" she replied. "With Theo?" I asked. "Yeah" She said quietly. "Seriously?!" I asked now starting to believe her. "Yeah" She said Again. "Was it.. good?" I asked. "I honestly can't remember, I mean I remember parts but that's it" She said. "Do you regret it?" I asked. "Sorta But it's only my first time, I'm sure there's been worse" she said. "Are you and Theo together?" I asked. "No" she said. "Oh" I replied. "Yeah, So Anyway What happened with you?" She asked. "Well-." I didn't know if I should mention what happened between me and Shawn. "Well me and Shawn just walked home" I said. "And that's it?" She asked. "Yeah" I replied. "Well that's cute I guess" she said. "Well I need to go! But talk soon" and then she put the phone down. When Izzy mentioned loosing her virginity it made me think about loosing mine, who with?
