I stood there in shock, I can't believe that just happened. Did we just break up? Did me and Shawn just have our first actual argument? I took a seat on my bed and thought it all through. What's gonna happen now between me and Shawn? I turned and looked at my bed side table and looked at a picture of me and Shawn. We looked so happy, his arm was round me and we both had huge smiles on my face. I put that picture frame face down, I couldn't face to see that at the moment. I need a shower.
SHAWNS POV:
I walked home and I had guilt and anger inside me. "Hey Shawn, You Alright? You seem a bit on edge" my mum said walking over to me. "I'm fine" I said as I walked upstairs to my room. I still can't believe that I lost my virginity, I took Violets virginity and now I don't know where we stand. Are we dating? Did we just break up? I called Geoff and asked him to come round. "You Alright?" He asked as he sat down on my chair and started to softly strum my guitar. "I really fucked up" I said. "How?" He asked. I then explained everything. "Ouch" Geoff said. "Its not funny" I said. "I didn't say it was" He said. "But honestly Shawn you really fucked up" Geoff said. "I know okay" I said as I paced my room. "What are you gonna do next?" He asked. "I don't know!" I said. "Why don't you just keep low for a while, leave her alone for a bit? She'll come around" He said. I looked at Geoff but I didn't know what to say. "I just feel like such an idiot" I said as I laid on my bed. "Sex" I said. "Before you do it, sex is everything" I said. "Wise words" Geoff said standing up. "What- where are you going?" I asked. "Home" He said. "You need to be alone and I have a family dinner to get back too" he said and then he left.
