"so i heard you and guys are going on a date?" Izzy asked as we packed away our stuff. "um yeah" i replied. "Can I come?" She asked. "What?" I asked laughing. "Just to watch of course!" She added. "Uhh no" I replied. "Fine" Izzy replied. "Have you and Shawn, you know? Had sex yet?" Izzy asked. "Jesus getting all personal now?" I asked. "No way! You have! Haven't you!!" Izzy said all excitedly. "No we haven't" I said smiling. Izzy looked at me, dead in the eye. "Ok then" she said smiling and then walked away to get her stuff. Sex. I've never thought about it. Well of course I have but with Shawn the thought of sleeping with him never really occurred to me. Has Shawn thought about it?
The next day me and Shawn went on a small date to a cafe and got some cake and a drink. "I had fun at the camping trip" Shawn said. "Yeah me too" I replied. That conversation that me and Izzy said kept playing round my head, and I know that it probably doesn't sound like a big deal but it's a big thing for me. Shawn is my first proper boyfriend that I truly like and I don't want sex to ruin it. I want to do it with him but the thought of it scares me kinda, would Shawn be okay with that? "Come on lets go" I said as I stood up. "What where too?" Shawn asked. "My place" I said. We walked back to mine and went up to my room. "So why are we at yours?" He asked. "Well the cafe was annoying and besides we can't make out in public" I said as I kissed him passionately. A little later on we laid in my bed and he held my hand. "Have you had sex yet?" I asked him.
