He loves me; He loves me not *Currently Editing*

Chapter 36

"Let's go to the beach, it'll be romantic to just listen to the waves under the moonlight," Jack whispers as he enters my room.

"I don't know Jack... I have a bad feeling about it."

"C'mon, do it for me?? You do care about me right??"

"Of course." Than he took my hand & led me out of my bed, than out of my room. We crept out of the back door.

"We can just walk, the moonlight will guide us," Jack tells me. Our hands connect as we walk to the beach.

I can instantly hear the waves crash against the shore as we step onto the sand.

"It's beautiful," I say, seeing the moonlight hit the water. We start walking along the shore, hand in hand. After a while, I feel him turn. I turn as well, now facing him. The moonlight barely hits his face. I feel his hand stroke my face as he bends over & we kiss.

A couple of minutes go by, & he starts kissing harder, more aggressive. I start to pull away, but his hands grab my waist, keeping me in place. I pull my lips away long enough to speak.

"Uh babe, let me go."

"I don't want to," he mumbles, putting his lips back. He starts to gently push me to the ground, making sure to keep me pinned down.

"Get off!" I shout.

"If you don't shut up, I will make your life hell." I shut up quick. He slowly lifts off my shirt, followed by my pants.

"Here's some foam," he says. I feel sick to my stomach. "Would you like to do the honors of taking my clothes off??"

"Get off!" I shout as loud as possible.

"We're too far down the beach for anyone to hear you," Jack laughs. I feel tears fall down my cheeks. "I thought you loved me??" He tries to give a puppy face. I try with all my strength to push him off, but fail. "You shouldn't keep fighting me, you should at least try to enjoy it."

"Get...the fuck...off!" I scream, kick, & shake, then suddenly, my face freezes with my eyes wide, as I stare off behind Jack. "Oh my God." He looks behind him, & I push him off of me & run as fast as my naked self can take me.

"Bitch!" I hear Jack call, not far from me. I'll have to go a couple of miles of beach til I get back. Jack will easily have caught me by then.

"Please don't let me die," I mumble under my breathe. It's so dark out, even with the moonlight it's hard to see.

I trip & land on my face. Without thinking, I roll as fast as I can towards the ocean. Hopefully he didn't see me fall. I hear him go by as I feel my hand go in the water. I start to silently roll into it, & go in deeper & deeper. I see Jack stop a little bit ahead of where I fell, & see his head look around. I continue going back farther in the water til my eyes were just barely above the water. I can feel myself shaking.

"Come out here now you bitch," He calls. I remain silent. "We can stay here all night if we have to, when dawn comes i'll see you. Know that I have a knife, give me what I want & you won't have to worry." I continue going farther back til I'm far enough I can start swimming without him hearing me. I gently swim away, keeping an eye out for him. Tears pour from my eyes as I swim.

I can't tell how long i've swam. I know I can't see Jack anymore, which could be good or horrible. I decide to chance it & swim back to shore. Looking both ways, I crawl out, then get to my feet. I look straight ahead to see that this is where I need to be. I go ahead & start going to the house. The only bad thing about escaping Jack is that there's no proof he tried doing this. If he did rape me, then they could at least do some sort of test to see.

I'm not sure if I should go back to the house. What if he's waiting for me??

I have nowhere to go.

'Don't do anything stupid.' like trusting Jack.