He loves me; He loves me not *Currently Editing*

Chapter 47

The next day as i'm lying in my bed, I open a new text message from Catherine.

'Emma!'

'Catherine!'

'Danny is having a 4th of July party, we gotta gooo :]'

'maybe' I text her.

':0'

'jk jk lets go destroy ur bf's house (;'

'thats the spirit!' I grin as we continue to text. The party is the day before Independence day, so basically tomorrow. Alisha is picking us up, despite my concern that she'll get drunk at the party. I shrug it off, we've taken care of that problem plenty of times before.

I hear a knock on my window. Looking to it, I already know who it's going to be.

Yup, Jack ass.

"I think we should be done," I say as I open the window, letting him climb in.

"Is this about what happened at your grandparents'? Babe I told you, it was the steroids. & I'm human, mistakes are bound to happen." He has his hands on my waist as he looks me in the eyes.

"I just don't feel safe around you anymore," I say as I break eye contact. His eyes hold too much power.

"You seemed safe when we were kissing the other day," he says as he lifts my chin to get me to look in his eyes again. I look back at his eyes, & I feel myself go weak. He senses this & quickly takes advantage by crashing his lips to mine. I try to get away but fail, & just fall into the kiss instead.

"Forgive me?" He asks when we pull apart.

"Yeah." Guess I can't help it. He smiles as he pulls me into a hug.

"I do't know what I would have done if I lost you." We stay like that for a mintue before he lets go. "You heard about Danny's party tomorrow?"

"Yeah i'm going with the girls."

"You wanna come with me & meet up with them there?"

"Uh, sure."

"Til then, it's just you & me now." He has the lust in his eyes as he walks closer to me. I feel the fear pounding in my heart but ignore my instinct to run. He puts his face an inch away from mine & grins. "You look scared. That's kinda hot." I feel myself turn a light shade of pink so I look to the ground. He laughs lightly then he connects our lips.

He holds my arm as he leads me to my bed. oh my God please no.