When she's gone

Chapter 21

Spot Pov:

" Anak ano bang problema ?". Tanong ni mommy sa akin.

" I was devastated mommy . Akala ko okey na ako mommy. Hindi pa pala." Sabi ko.

" Anak ano ba talaga ang nangyari diko alam kung ano ba ang nangyari sayo the last time i saw you ay okey ka naman. Ngayon i dont know what happen to you?". Sabi nito.

" Mom i saw a kid that looks like me mom." Agad na sabi ko dito litong-lito na ako. I need to share to her siya lang ang nakakaalam sa akin.

" W-hat ?a-re y-ou s-ure? Ahm d-id y-ou i-mpregnate s-omeone?". Tanong nito at di sure sa itatanong nito sa akin. Umiling agad ako dahil ang alam ko ay wala akong ginagalaw na babae . Pero i have one. Pero imposible na may magbunga dahil wala na ito.

" Then why is it the boy you think is really looks like you?". Tanong nito na di makapaniwala.

" I dont know mom." Sabi ko dito talagang di ko alam.

" Maybe your just hallucinating son." Sabi nito.

" Mom there is another thing that im bother of  ". Sabi ko dito.

" What is it?". Kunot noong sabi nito.

" Ahm. I also saw a kid specially a girl that looks like A-cel." Sabi ko . Napanganga naman ito.

" You must be hallucinating son. You think so much about that is why. You even see her face to anyone." Sabi nito at napapailing-iling.

" Mom she really blooks like her. I even got the chance to hug her. Mom she even call me itay!". Nakangiti kong sabi.

" A-re y-ou s-erious s-on?". Takang tanong nito.

" Yes mom i can't understand why did i hug her. Its just that i have the strange feeling to hug her. Then mom thw feeling that i hug her was i cant explain mom." Masigla at punong-puno ng conviction na sabi ko.

" Oh my God son! You must be kidding me son. D-ont you dare try to give a damn joke on that". Sabi nito na nakatayo ngayon at palakadlakax ng pabalikbalik.

" Mom im telling the truth ! That is why im here mom because diko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Parang may bomba na sumabog sa utak ko. " sabi ko dito.

" But is not your kid son. You said you never impregnate any women." Hestirical na sabi nito.

" Mom ive been experienced intercoarse with someone in the past ." Halos pabulong kong sabi.

" W-hat?". Seryoso ang mukha nito.

" I said ive been into intercoarse , my first time that i did was when im still 17 years old mom." Medyo malakas na ang boses ko. Nanlaki naman ang mata ni mom ng sinabi ko yon.

" O M G ! Who is the girl?". Maybe you impregnate her!". Agad na tanong nito sa akin at talagang lumapit pa ito at tinanong ako ng seryoso . Diko alam kung dapat ay sasabihin ko pa ito. Pero nakikita ko na naghihintay si mom. And i need to know her advices sa akin.

" A-cel". Sabi ko diko alam kung paano ko nabangit ang pangalan niya.

" W-hat!". Malakas na boses nito.

" Y-es m-om its A-cel ". Sabi ko at nauutal pa ako.

" W-hat joke are you talking a-bout? Stop thinking of her son. Its not good ! Now look at you. Your imagining things that are impossible hahaha your now insane son. Hahahaha!!! Super havey son". Sabi nito at tumawatawa pa.

" Im not imagining mom. We make love mom. She got drunk and i help her to have a good and comfortable bed to sleep in . I offer my bed. You know how bulgar she is about her feelings towards me. Its just happen that we did it . Mom i lied to you mom. I did not provoke her mom when before the night she died in a car accident . I force her to have sex with me."