His Innocent Kitty ✔ (being edited)

Chapter 22

A/N: Hey guys!! It's been a while since I've updated and I've kept you waiting for so long but here's an update after your long wait.
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Cat's POV:

Today was the day Xavier will start training me so I can defend myself if anything happens with me.

I put on a pair of yoga pants and a sports bra so I can be comfortable while training.

I went out of the room towards the backyard so I can start my training.

I was just about to step into the backyard when my breath hitched in my throat.

Right in front of me stood a shirtless Xavier, with his back facing me. He was doing stretches that made his muscles flex in a way that had me drooling.

"I can feel your eyes on me kitten. You like the view?" I snapped out of my day dreaming when he said that.

I want to tell him yes but I think teasing him will be better.

"Oh, don't flatter yourself. I've seen better" I scoffed and looked away from him.

I don't know how that happened. But in less than a second, I found myself pinned against the door of the backyard with Xavier holding my wrists against the door "Look kitten, you are not allowed to see any shirtless men other than me, okay? You are mine and only mine. " Xavier said in a very calm that sent shivers all over my body.

An extremely calm and serious Xavier, is a very dangerous Xavier.

If I didn't know him well, I would have been dead by now.

"Hehe, yeah I understand. You just calm down, I was just teasing you nothing more. I've never seen a shirtless man before except my bro--" I was just about to say brother when I remembered the hard truth.

Xaviers' mood instantly changed and he hugged me to his chest and kissed my forehead.

"Come on, it's time we start your training" Xavier said giving me a heart warming smile.
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Xavier and I practiced for three hours. He showed me the basics of defending myself.

You would think that the basics would take just an hour or something but hell no! They are so hard and I kept messing up.

But I managed at the end with the help of Xavier of course.

Tomorrow we'll start training in the gym. So I could start a more fierce training.

Xavier said that I have a flexible body so that will help me in the training a lot.

I don't know how I have a flexible body because I never tried any kind of sports before, not even a regular workout.

I'm now taking a hot shower to relax my aching muscles. If today I'm like that, I don't know how I'll be when we get to tha stage of the more fierce training.

I stepped out of the shower and started drying of my body with a fluffy towel. While I was doing that, I caught sight of myself in the mirror.

I looked at myself from head to toe. I noticed all the scars I got on my body. They looked so ugly. I looked so ugly..

I never thought that I'll ever look at myself in the mirror and be so disgusted with myself like that. I started rubbing and rubbing on my body trying to get rid of all the dirt on it.

I remembered every hand, every cold metal that touched me and most of all I remembered every emotion I felt.

It feels like I'm living the same situation over and over again but instead of really living it, it keeps repeating over and over again in my mind making me feel more disgusted by myself.

I feel on my knees right there in the middle of the bathroom. I didn't notice that I was crying until I felt some tears land on my hand as they fall down my face.

I kept crying and sobbing. It felt like hours but it was truly just a few minutes.

I snapped back into reality when I heard knocking on the door.

"Cat, are you okay? You've been in there for over an hour" I heard Xavier say from behind the door while knocking softly on it.

I wipped away my tears, got up from the floor and freshened up a bit to make sure thay I don't sound or look like I was crying.

"Yeah I'm okay. Just give me a second, I'll put on my clothes then come out" I said.

I heard shuffling then a door closing so I knew that he left.

I quickly put on my clothes then brushed my hair and got out heading towards the kitchen as it was dinner time now.
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We finished eating and everybody cleaned up their plates.

I was heading to the bedroom when Xavier stopped me mid way.

"What's wrong with you? You've been quite the whole time we were having dinner" Xavier said with concern in his voice.

"I'm okay, I'm just a bit tired because of the training we had this morning that's why" I said giving him a small smile.

"Are you sure there's nothing else wrong?" He asked.

I wanted to tell him, I wanted for him to hug me and comfort me, I wanted him to hold me close, to cry on his shoulder.

I wanted to feel safe an cherished in his warm embrace. But I didn't want to feel weak or vulnerable because that will affect him as much as it affects me.

I'm the moon and he's the sun, I'm the light to his darkness, I'm the player and he's the piano, I'm his love and he is mine. Without one another the other can't work.

"Yup, there's nothing wrong. Everything is just fine" I said.

"Come on we need to sleep so we can wake up early in the morning and start my training" I said pulling him with me to our bedroom.

Our bedroom. I can't describe how much I love the sound of the word our. I could get used to saying it.

I was supposed to have my own room, but then Xavier changed his mind and decided that we would sleep in the same room since we're now dating.