Heartless Lovers (SasuSaku)

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

(Sakura's POV)

The sky was gray and the wind was picking up.

Small droplets of rain, poured down onto my clothes and made my short hair, cling to my neck. I kept my head phones in, listening to Bite my tongue by You Me At Six.

I slowly bobbed my head to the beat and hummed a few lyrics. Stepping through murky puddles that drenched my jeans and splashed my gray hoodie. This was why I liked, walking to school.

No one was here to judge or bother me, not even my own demons.

The rain made it hard for me to think, mixing in with the music from my ipod. And together, they drowned out the demons that constantly haunt me; my thoughts. They were brutally truthful, and at most times, it was beyond hard living and barring through those painful truths.

"Your worthless", they would hiss.

"Pathetic."

"A waste of space."

"Do everyone a favor and leave."

"Disappear."

"Die."

Shaking my head, I noticed that I had finally arrived, walking to the cruelest place on earth. School.

Opening the front doors, I walked to my locker, trying to ignore their sly snickers and pointing fingers. My mood darkened as I stared at my locker that I had to wash the day before. In black sharpie, insults were sprawled across it. Red paint, was smeared as if it were blood, writing the words "cutter". And the funniest part was that I have never turned to self-harm. What was the point in hurting myself when I'm already verbally beaten every day?

The sharpie seemed to be permanent because when I tried to erase it with my sleeve, nothing happened. The words,

Worthless

Loser

Freak

Still stared back at me. Trying to keep the tears from falling out, I hastily grabbed my stuff and slammed it shut. Listening to their mocking laughs and the sounds of cameras snapping as I raced to my first class.

I opened the door and the class turned silent, keeping my head down I sat in my seat by the window, practically feeling Mr.Sax glare holes in my head.

"Mrs.Haruno, is there a reason as to why you are late for my class?"

Everyone looked back at me and a blush spread across my cheeks,

"No sir," I whispered softly.

Tensing as he scowled, I watched as he wrote my name under the line that said, DETENTION. Letting out a soft sigh, I looked down at my desk and watched as the edges of my soaken hair, drip. Faintly hearing the droning sound of Mr. Sax, as I turned my attention to the window. Watching as the gray clouds, slowly turn white and a strip of blue sky appeared.

I guess there was no stopping my thoughts now.

The bell finally rang and I quickly ran past my locker, glimpsing at it and noticing that it was .....clean? Turning back around, I went up and got a closer look. Running my finger tips lightly, along the smooth, blue, metal. The corner of my mouth threatened to tip up but was soon brought down as my mind raged on,

"They only cleaned it, so that they can put more truthful words on it!"

"Your pathetic, do us a favor and-"

my thoughts were cut off by the slamming of a locker. I tried to find the source but the person had already left. Pulling my headphones out of my hoodie pocket, I started to play my music and headed home.

Completely, forgetting that I had detention.

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