Chapter 8: "What a Rare Sight".

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(Matt's point of view)

What in the world did I just do? Okay, okay. I'm semi-proud of myself and a little worried. Like, Keith and Lance is Pidge's OTP and I might say that I want them to date too. So yes!! They made out. That's awesome.

But, do they hate each other now? If that happens, Pidge will be mad at me. But, this was bound to happen sometime. Those two could never stay just friends forever.

Oh well. It'll probably work out in the end.


...hopefully.

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(Lance's point of view)

Why am I so goddamn stupid?!? This is not how I wanted things to go!

I walk down the long hallway towards my room. Keith just ran away and left me with the rest of the team. After that I just ran towards my room; leaving the team. I didn't want to hear or see their reactions.

What did I expect?! For Keith to enjoy that, open up to me, and then date me? If anything, Keith probably hates me even more than he did now. The fact that that was his first kiss doesn't help either!

I stop to turn towards the wall and hit my fists on the wall. The loud bang echoes throughout the empty hallway. A tear runs down my face and I shut my eyes tightly. I stood there for a moment until someone broke the silence.

"Wow...Lance crying. What a rare sight," a familiar voice says. I look up in surprise to see Pidge standing there. She had her computer and bra in one hand and her shoes in the other. She looked tired, but some excitement in her eyes showed though. I could tell she wanted to talk to me. I quickly wiped the tears from my face.

"What do you want Pidge?" I asked in a tone meaner than it meant to be.

"I was just heading back to my room when I heard a loud bang," she started. 

"I then came over to investigate."

"But enough bout' me. What's up?" She asked nicely. 

"I don't really want to talk about it," I said. That was a lie. I do want to talk about it, but just not with Pidge. She can never keep a secret. 

"You lie. You always want to talk," she responded. I waited a moment before speaking. I really do want to talk to someone about it.

"Fine! Estoy estresado, ¡está bien! Acabo de besarme y no quería que fuera así. ¡Y ahora creo que he perdido a Keith! No sé lo que él piensa de mí. ¡¡no se que hacer!! En este punto, quiero ser más que amigos con él, pero no creo que él quiera. (I'm just stressed, okay! I just made out with my crush and I didn't want it to be like this. And now I think I've lost Keith! I don't know what he even thinks of me. I don't know what to do!! At this point, I want to be more than friends with him, but I don't think he wants to.)" I yelled.

I faced Pidge as I yelled and I had my arms in the air. Tears quickly steamed down my face as I put my arms beside me. I closed my eyes and stood there. I wanted to tell someone, so I just did in Spanish. I didn't really want her to know about how I felt, but it did feel great to get that off my chest.

"You know, Lance, I speak Spanish fluently, right?" She asked. Of course. She just understood what I yelled. Pidge freaking knows everything.

"So, you don't know what to do? Just wait it out. Keith obviously is trying to process what the crap just happened to him. That's why he ran away. He was shocked. 

Let him think it out for a while, then try to talk to him when you think you're ready to have that conversation with him," she calmly said. Pidge is always so good at giving advice.

"Thank you," I said. She then turned around and walked back to her room. I walked in the opposite direction as her. As soon got to my room, I turned on the lights and walked into the bathroom. I quickly got ready for bed and then crawled into the depths of my blankets.

Before I knew it, my mind wandered to Keith. What was I going to say to him? Well, first off, I want to know what he thinks. I don't know if he feels the same about me.

Secondly, I should probably give him some space for a while. He might want to think about it some more than I think.

Thirdly, WHY THE FUCK DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?!?! All I want to do is date him, but that's probably out of the question right now. If that was his first kiss, than lord knows what he thinks. I feel like I want to crawl up into a ball in die.

Uuuuugghghhg...

God, now I know for sure I have a crush on that stupid, intolerable...handsome, sweet, cute boy.

I.

Hate.

Myself.

But, what should I say? Should I straight (hehe straight boi you're not straight) out tell him that I like him or should I wait to hear what he feels like? But then what if he doesn't like me? Do I tell him my feelings? Do I hide them?

I gasped at another question: If he finds out I have feelings for him, would he hate me? 

LANCE, STOP. I need to stop thinking so negatively. Let's just wait until he's ready to talk, then I'll see what to do. Okay. We're fine...sure...definitely okay...

My doubts swirled in my mind for a few sleepless hours until I finally drifted into a light sleep.

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Sorry for short chapter!! The next one is super long. I swear!

And thank you all!! We are almost at 200 reads!! Yay!! Thank you guys so much

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