Thomas Sanders& Sides One shots, Scenarios, and Imagines

Logan~ You Need Help and I Will Be That Help

A/n: Warning suicidal themes ahead as reader is depressed. Kinda college AU.

What do you do when the person you love told the whole school that he was dating you for plays? What happens that this happened in college where maybe it didn't matter much but it lived with you forever. You were the easy girl which made you sad. You hated being called easy.

The thing was, you were so depressed by being called these names which also included slut and whore that you moved to cutting yourself. Here's another thing, you were dating Logan Sanders. The nerd of the school. His brothers of course accepted you openly and would protect you but they couldn't save you from yourself.

You returned to your dorm where your razor was sitting on your bed. You took off your cardigan and looked at your arms which had large and small cuts all over. You cried and cried. Your parents didn't know because you didn't have any parents around. You were put up for adoption at a young age where this grandmother Clarice adopted you. You loved her like she was your mother but she died soon after you entered college. That meant because you were 18 that you had to suffer alone.

Logan made you smile and laugh as what a good boyfriend did. He was smart and used it to his advantage but sometimes overdid it. You would just smile and laugh it off. Someone like him didn't need to know about your mental health. He would freak out.

Today was one of the worst days, Clark (the boy you dated) made everyone laugh at you. You were in your dorm crying and feeling the prick of your skin when the razor hit your skin.

The next day you wore a longsleeve shirt to class. When others would ask why, you acted cold and looked away. Logan came in and saw how you acted along with Thomas, Roman, Anxiety, and Patton. They sat beside you as Clark swayed over.

"Y/n L/n the school slut. I don't see why you're dating her Logan? She's already cutting herself. Pull up her sleeves." Clark said with a smirk as Logan glared at him.

"Why don't you leave her alone?" Logan growled before putting an arm around you. You flinched and looked down. "Why do you have to ruin a girl's life?"

"It's fun." Clark laughed.

"You're sick." Roman snapped as he laughed.

"No she's sick. Can't you tell I've broken her down mentally. It's my gain!" He laughed as the teacher came in. You went to work and felt a pair of eyes on you. You could tell it was Patton. He always managed to pick up on how you acted. Your sleeve rolled up and Logan looked down as you pulled your sleeve down. After class Clark began to taunt you worse. He called you names and the Sanders weren't around. You finally had enough when he called your boyfriend a know-it-all but dating a slut.

"CAN'T YOU REALIZE THAT I WANT TO DIE? I'VE TRIED COMMITTING SUICIDE BECAUSE OF YOU! WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?" You yelled while showing your arms. Clark stopped as his eyes widened thinking that what he said earlier was a joke. What you didn't know was all the Sanders were watching from the side until you turned around. You gasped with tears falling down your cheeks before you ran to your favorite spot on campus which was just outside of the library.

Once you got to the tall library, you began to cry and curl up into a ball. You shook and looked at your wrists again at the pain which you ended up doing to yourself. You continued to cry as someone hugged you. You could tell it was Logan because of the old book smell and peppermint. You looked up and he was crying. He never cried. He doesn't like showing emotions a lot especially since he's the strong one between you two.

"Y/n how long?" He asked while his hands were shaking.

"Almost a whole year." You said as Logan looked at your arms.

"Y/n you have to stop this. I do-don't wa-want you t-t-to die." He cried as you felt him sob into the crook of your neck. You cried with him. Once he calmed down, he began to kiss each scar. The new and the old.

"Y/n I will be there for you through thick and thin, I don't care what others say. You are my angel and my love. My Juliet and my Bonnie." He said as you smiled into his neck. "Please quit this and if something like this continues, please let me deal with it."

"I've never seen you cry." You said as he chuckled.

"I know I don't show emotions but for you, I'm willing to show as many emotions." He said before kissing your lips fervently. You kissed back with the same passion and wrapped your arms around his neck no matter how much they stung. Once you two backed up, the other Sanders caught up and hugged you tightly promising that they will do whatever to protect you and make you feel happy. Logan smiled and kissed your temple.

"I will always be your guide and help." Logan said as you smiled and nodded your head before hugging him and he hugged you. Though it took time, Logan helped you out and made you complete.