I feel so fucking awful right now. It's like I have a ball of steel lodged in my throat and it's stopping a cascade of tears from coming out. I can't stand the way I feel. I hate that I feel things too deeply, it's a fucking curse. I wish I just didn't exist anymore. Why was I even brought into this god forsaken place? I haven't done anything to help anyone and my existence is just a shit stain on the world.
I
Just
Want
To
Die.
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RandomRead the title dimwit. I'm just gonna be chattin bout anything I wanna get off my chest. A lot of depressing shit so don't read if you're a lil bitch and tryna avoid them "vibes".
