The Change {Louis Tomlinson~AU~PUNK~}

Chapter 10: My Safe Haven

Kk, so chapter 11 actually turned out better than I thought, but that's my opinion, what did you guys think of chapter 11? : ) (•.•)

Chapter song-

Heart Attack-by-Demi Lovato

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*LOUIS' POV*

I sit down beside Jesse and kiss her.

I can't help but to think how right this feels to kiss her and hold her.

I stop in the middle of the kiss and slowly pull away. I run my fingers through my hair and let out a sigh because of the thought. It's too much for me to take right now.

"What's wrong?" She asks, with a puzzled look on her face.

"Nothing." I answer, but it comes out more like a cry for help.

She looks deep into my eyes.

I quickly get up .

"Where are you going?" She asks.

"Why do you want to know?" I ask.

"Because-" I cut her off.

"NOWHERE NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I yell and storm out of her house.

I plop into my car and begin to speed my way to my safe place.

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When I park my car I get out and begin my walk.

As I walk I try to look through the dark.

A bush starts to shake.

I look at the bush, waiting for whatever is hiding to come out.

A rabbit jumps out.

I continue the rest of my walk to my haven.

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I finally arrive.

I sit down on the abandoned parking lot in front of the lake.

I bring my knees to my chest and rap my arms around them.

I watch as the wind making the water ripple.

I lay down.

I watch the stars.

I need some time to think.

The reason why I lashed out on her out of the blue is because I don't know how to act about my growing feelings for this girl.

I should have brought the pillow from car, I could punch it.

"FUCK!" I yell.

I need to learn how to control myself.

I've never had feelings for anybody like I'm starting to form for Jesse.

I usually just use girls.

My eyes start getting heavy.

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I put my hand in front of my face due to the unwanted light.

It takes me a minute to open my eyes and figure out that it is morning.

"Ugh." I groan.

I support my weight by elbows on the concrete.

I get up and walk back to my car.

As I am walking I begin thinking again.

I'm already falling hard for her. My feelings have formed where I can't stop falling and gain more feelings for her.