The Change {Louis Tomlinson~AU~PUNK~}

Chapter 27: Silence

Chapter songs-

All of Me-by-John Legend

Story of My Life-by-One Direction

(I LOVE THESE SONGS!!!!!) :)

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*LOUIS' POV*

I wake up and realize that it is 4:42 a.m. I sit up and look around. I look in next to me where Jesse would sleep with me and I don't see her. I start to panic but I slowly start to remember what happened last night. God, IM SUCH AN IDIOT!

I get up and walk into the kitchen, as I walk past the living room I hear soft sobbing. I walk to the door frame and look in to see that it is Pheobe that is crying.

I slowly walk to her, sit next to her, and hug her. She flinches at my touch.

"I'm so sorry Pheobe." I tell her. She hugs back, sobbing into my chest.

I give her a great big bear hug, I start growl to add affect. She starts to giggle. I start to tickle her.

"S-stooop L-Loooouoiiis!" She shouts, begging me to stop tickling her. I laugh and give one last tickle and pull away. I smile. I may be a bad guy, but I love kids, a lot.

As I am sitting on the ground and thinking of kids, Pheobe pounces on my shoulder, knocking me to the ground with my 6 year old sister trying to wrestle with me, we love to wrestle. We both are laughing.

"Pheobe, where's mum?" I ask as we finish wrestling.

"She told me she's on a trip for work for a while." She answers. I frown. I should have known she would be gone for that shit.

"Ok. Thanks." I say, giving my little sister a fake smile.

"I'm going to cook breakfast, any requests?" I ask.

"BAAAAAACCOOOOON!" She yells out of excitement. I tell her to be quiet because there are people still sleeping.

I start to cook bacon, white rice with brown sugar, oatmeal, and three eggs. I had to learn how to cook because my mum is never here for that.

As I finish cooking I hear that everyone is awake.

"BREAKFAST IS READY!" I yell. Everyone comes in.

The last person in the kitchen is Jesse, she looks completely dreadful. It hurts me to see her looking like that. She catches my eyes, she starts to lightly shake and looks terrified. Is she afraid of me?

I watch her every move. She quickly grabs a plate of bacon, an egg, and some rice. Then she quickly walks into the dinning room. I grab my plate and fill it up. I quietly walk into the dinning room. My sisters always watch tv when they eat breakfast, so they're in the living room.

I sit in the chair next to Jesse's left.

As I sit, she flinches.

"Is breakfast okay?" I ask her. She flinches at the sound of my voice. She doesn't answer. Instead she looks away.

"Hello, is Jesse there?" I ask as I wave my hand in front of her face.

"Jess, come on, please talk to me." She doesn't reply.

"DAMNIT JESSE! TALK! SAY...ANYTHING!" I pause in the middle of yelling as I stand from my chair. I slam my fist on the table. She literally jumps a foot in the air above her chair.

She still doesn't say anything. This is one if my fuels to my burning anger.

"FUCK THIS! IM OUTTA HERE!" I yell and walk off with my plate, heading to my room.

But as I walk I hear quiet sobs coming from Jesse. I stop in my tracks, I turn around. I throw my plate to the ground, smashing it to peices. Jesse flinches at the loud sound. I stomp up stairs. I slam my door shut and lock it is my annoying sister Lottie won't come badger me.

*JESSE'S POV*

I start to cry from what just happened between me and Louis. As he slams his door I hear his sisters running into the room I'm in.

"WHAT HAPPENED!?!" Lottie asks.

I don't answer. I'm too heartbroken to do so. She turns around and runs to Louis' room.

"WHAT HAPPENED, YOU IDIOT!?!" She yells.

I know she's only trying to help but can't she just leave him alone, she's making everything worse.

*LOUIS' POV*

I Dont answer Lottie's question. I just stay in my bed and silently staring into space thinking of what just happened. Wow, I'm such a dip shit. I scream while my face is in my pillow.

*8 HOURS LATER(6:46p.m.)*

I walk out of my room, much more calmer than I was hours ago. I see Jesse playing with Daisy. I smile to myself then I put on a frown.

"Jesse, can we talk?" I ask from the doorframe.

She takes a few seconds and the turns around and looks into my eyes, and nods.

She walks up to me. I put my arm around her waist, but she picks my arm up and drops it to my side. I frown.

I walk her to my room. I grab her shoulders and push her down so she's sitting on my bed. I sit down on the floor next to her legs. "Ok, so the reason I want to talk to you is that you won't talk to me. I hate being ignored. I want to apologize about last night and this morning, Jesse, I'm really sorry. I hate hurting you. I love you, so much. It's just that I lose my temper very easily. I hurt people that I don't want to hurt, like you and Pheobe, I made you two cry. I hate that I can't control myself when I'm mad, it takes me a while to calm down. I hate that about myself." I'm looking up at her beautiful green orbs, tears are threatening to spill from her eyes.

"Please, Jess, talk to me, please. Baby, I love your voice, your laugh, your smile, I love you. I need my baby back." I say in a whisper. It sounds like I'm about to cry but I have no tears in my eyes.

The her tears finally spill. I get up and sit beside her on my bed. I wrap my arms around her and hug her. "Shhh, it's okay." I whisper to her. She climbs into my lap and hugs me back, crying into my shirt. I tighten my arms around her, never wanting to let her go, I love her so much, I just can't let her go.

After an hour of crying in silence I pick her up bridal style, lay her down on my bed. She looks at me with a puzzled expression. I lay down next to her and hold her to my chest tightly. She falls asleep in my arms as I slowly drift off. I've missed doing this. Yeah it may have only been a day of not falling asleep holding her but she has that effect on me.

*NEXT MORNING (7:16)*

I wake up with Jesse still in my arms. I smile to myself. I kiss her hair. She wakes up. She looks me in the eyes. The looks at my mouth. I mirror her actions. We both slowly lean in and her lips hit mine. I missed kissing her. We haven't kissed since graduation from a few days ago.

I smile in the kiss. I pull away. "That was a great good morning." I say while smirking.

She starts to laugh.

When she looks at me she pecks my lips and says, "I love you." Give her a bear hug. "I love you too."

She pulls away from the hug.

"Did you know that you've got a little stubble?" She asks as she lightly rubs her thumb on my chin. I start to chuckle.

"Only a days worth of not shaving will do that to a man." I tell her. I prop myself up with my elbow. I smile down at her.

I peck her lips. "Only a few months away from the XFactor." I say as I smile at her.

"I can't wait!" She says excitedly.