The Change {Louis Tomlinson~AU~PUNK~}

Chapter 92: Little Things

Chapter songs-

Little Things-by-One Direction

Just The Way You Are-cover by-Pierce The Veil

Just The Way You Are-by-Bruno Mars

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*JESSE'S POV*

It's now been a week since I've given birth to both Luke and Megan.

I stare at myself in to mirror. I've gained weight from that pregnancy, not much but I miss my more toned stomach, I'm still skinny, but not the same.

I frown at myself with sad eyes. I lift up my shirt to check my stomach, I don't like how I look.

As I'm glaring at myself, scowling, I hear the bedroom door open, Louis walks in, closing the door behind him.

I let my shirt fall back down.

He catches sight of my sad eyes, I try my hardest to look happy. I force a smile.

He walks over to me.

"Are you okay?" He asks, concern filling his eyes.

"Yeah, what makes you ask?" I ask him as I look up at him.

"You are lying! You look unhappy, what is wrong?!" He sternly asks, grabbing both of my elbows gently.

I look down at the ground.
I lean forward and rest my head on his chest.

"I gained weight during pregnancy, I'm fat!" My voice cracks. Most of my worrying about my weight is that I'm worried that Louis won't love me the same way.

I don't like many things about myself, but I'm worried that this will make him hate me. I know, it a ridiculous thought, but I can't push the thought out of my brain.

He grabs ahold of my chin, raising my heads I that I can look at him.

"Jesse! You are not fat! You are perfect!" He says sternly, he scowls at me.

"But look!" I start crying as I lift my shirt to reveal the little extra weight I gained.

He gently smacks my hand that is holding my shirt up, making me drop the shirt.

"Don't you fucking dare call yourself 'fat'! You are damn perfect to me! I love you no matter what, that should be enough for you! I love every inch of you, everything about, you should get that by now. No girl is 'fat', especially you! I hope you believe me, because I'm telling the damn truth! No matter what you're always mine, I will always love you, and I will never let you go, never again will I let you go! Jesse, you are my world! You complete me! I love you forever and always no matter what!" Louis states firmly, he looks a little angry and shakes his head in disbelief.

My tears fall harder. I tighten my grip around his waist.

He wraps his arms around me, carefully as if I would break if he would make any wrong movement.

He strokes my hair.

He leads me to his bed. I lay down as he lays down next to me. He pulls me to his chest. I burry my head in the crook of his neck, feeling safer from the world.

He begins to stroke my hair again.

"I love you." I sniffle, my voice cracks in mid sentence.

Louis sh's me. "I love you too." He murmurs into my ear.

"I wish you knew how much I love and care for you. I wish you knew that you are completely beautiful, no, the most beautiful sexy woman in this whole universe!" He murmurs in my ear.

My heart begins to beat faster.

I get a tight grab of his shirt, not wanting him to leave the bed, not for anything, no matter what it is. I love how I feel completely safe in his arms.

I hear the room door open. I can't help the gasps from crying leave my parted lips.

I feel Louis look behind him.

"Ella wants to play with you guys!" Lottie says.

"We can't right now." Louis tells her.

Lottie sighs. "Okay." She replies as she quietly shuts the room door.

Louis rests his head next to mine. His warm minty breath fans my hair and my neck.

At the same time he strokes my hair he begins to rub circles on my back.

I begin to calm down as I eventually fall asleep.

*LOUIS' POV*

I can't believe she could ever think those things about herself.

I start to hear silent content snores coming from her parted lips.

I wish she could love herself like I do. I want her to know that she is completely perfect in every single damn way!

I still rub circles into her back and stroke her hair. I reach my hand under her shirt and continue to rub circles.

Eventually I find myself drifting off to a deep sleep as well.

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