The Change {Louis Tomlinson~AU~PUNK~}

Chapter 41: You'll See?

Chapter songs-

Problem-by-Ariana Grande

Teenage Dirtbag-cover by-One Direction

Blow Me (One Last Kiss)-by- P!nk

Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart-by-Ariana Grande

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*LOUIS' POV*

I get into my house.

I rush to my room and slam the door shut.

I find my beer stash under my bed.

Tears still roll down my cheeks as I try my best to get drunk.

Sobs leave my mouth.

I get up out of my bed and pace back and forth. I grab a picture frame and throw it at the wall.

I fall to my knees and hold my face. I really fucked up this time.

I hear my door open and shut lightly.

I suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder.

I look up to see Lottie looking down at me with a worried face.

"Louis, what's wrong?" She asks.

"Nothing." My voice is distant.

"Please go!" I ask.

She sighs and leaves me alone.

I get up and lay down on my bed again and drink more.

Every time I finish a beer I throw the bottle at a wall in my room.

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"GET OUT OF MY DAMN ROOM! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" I yell at my mum.

"Louis. Calm down. Tell me what's wrong." My mum says as she sets her hand on my shoulder, trying to calm me down. But it doesn't work. It only pisses me off more.

"Dammit, call Jesse! She needs to come over here and calm him down!" She shouts at Lottie.

She should know that that won't work. Jesse hates me now. She doesn't want to even see my fucking face. And I can't blame her.

"Jesse said she can't." Lottie says with a worried face.

"Why!?" My mum slightly panicked.

"They are over." She tell my mum.

"What did you do?" My mum angrily asks.

"NOTHING! LEAVE ME!" I yell.

"Louis. She was perfect. Perfect for you. She made you happy. Why'd you push her away?" My mum asks in a calm voice.

"I DIDNT PUSH HER AWAY, NOW LEAVE ME!" I yell.

She sighs. Her and Lottie leave me and Lottie slams the door behind her.

I sigh. I stand from my bed and decide to take a shower. I haven't taken one for days. And I know it will make me feel better but I've not really felt like getting out of my bed.

I walk into my bathroom and start the shower.
As the water hits my skin I can't help but hate myself for what I've done to the one I actually love.
I finish the shower.

I get out and wrap a towel on my hips.

I walk into my room and change into some clean clothes.

I walk back into my bathroom and brush my teeth.

My facial hair has grown more. It's still not a bad look. I decide on shaving.

I finish shaving and I don't mess to style my hair.

I walk out of my bathroom.

I walk down the stairs and out of the front door. I hop into my car.

I start the drive to Jesse's house. I don't care if she hates me, I need to.

I arrive at her house.

My heart starts beating faster by the minute. I'm nervous.

I will get down on my knees and beg if I have to.

Thankfully nobody's car is in the driveway.

I walk up to the front door and try opening it. It's unlocked, HAHA!

I silently close the door behind me. I make my way up to Jesse's room

*JESSE'S POV*

I watch Pitch Perfect on my laptop computer. Today is just a lazy day.

My ear buds are suddenly popped out of my ears, making me gasp.

I look beside me and see Louis.

"What the hell are you doing here?!" I angrily ask him.

He gets on his knees next to my bed.

"I need you. I know you hate me but I can't let you go. Jesse you are my world, please!" He begs.

He holds my hand in his, I pull it away.

I look up in his eyes and I can see how sad and desperate he is.

"I'm sorry, but no. You've already proved you could get any girl you want. Why don't you just grab another slut and fuck her? Get away from me! Leave me alone!" I spit.

His eyes fill with more sadness and I instantly feel a little guilty. But it's his fault! I shouldn't feel any guilt because HE'S the one who cheated.

"Jess please." His voice is strained. I can practically hear his tears ready to fall. Just from his voice.

"No. I'm sorry. But I just can't. We can be friends?" I suggest.

His eyes darken.

"SO YOU JUST SUGGEST WE BE FRIENDS?! YOU KNOW I CANT DO THAT!" He yells.

"Louis, please calm down." I calmly ask.

He closes his eyes shut and sighs.

He tries his best to calm down his breathing.

He finally opens his eyes. His eyes are still dark but lighter all at the same time.

"Please." He asks again.

I take a deep breath.

"Okay." I say with my eyes closed.

"But this is your last chance. I'm tired of you yelling and getting pissed so easily. If we fight one more time we're over." I tell him.

"We won't fight anymore, I promise." He 'promises'.

"You can't promise something that you're going to break someday." I exhaustedly tell him.

"You'll see." He mumbles.

I sigh as he lays down next to me.

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Sorry that this is REALLY late but I've been hanging out with my friends.

Also sorry that it's shorter than usual. :(

Love you lovelies! :)