The Change {Louis Tomlinson~AU~PUNK~}

Chapter 88: Guilty

Chapter song-

Violin-by-Amos Lee

Just a Little But of Your Heart-by-Ariana Grande

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*LOUIS' POV*

I slam my room door behind me in anger at Jesse.

I make my way to my bed. I fall asleep angry.

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I wake up at 2 in the morning.

I walk downstairs to grab me some more soup. As I walk through the living room I hear light snores coming from the couch. Well, my mum's back.

I walk into my kitchen and warm up some soup in the microwave. I plop a spoon in it. On my way back to my room I hear quiet sobs coming from the couch.

"Lou." I hear Jesse's sleepy voice cry through the darkness.

I use my phone light to see if it is really Jesse and not my imagination. I see Jesse asleep on the couch.

Guilt hits me, my anger dissolves.

She sobs and gasps. I guess she fell asleep crying, that makes me feel worse.

She hugs a pillow tightly.

I place the soup down onto the coffee table, not caring about my hunger anymore.
I'm more worried about her than myself.

She's pregnant and decided to sleep on the couch! What the fuck! I should have let her have my room and I could have slept in here!

My heart breaks.

I slide both of my arms under her legs and back, picking her up bridal style.

I slowly carry her up into my room.

I place her carefully under the covers. She stirs in her sleep.
I watch with sad eyes.

I run my fingers through my hair.

I get under the covers next to her.

I wrap my arm around her, placing it on her pregnant belly.

The shirt she's wearing feels nearly too tight for her right now. I sigh.

I grab the hem of her shirt and carefully lift it over her head, trying not to wake her.

I throw the shirt across my room.

I cover her again. I wrap my arm around her again and placing it in her baby bump once again.

As I slowly drift off to sleep I feel something hit my hand.

It frightens me there for a second but then I realize that it's just the baby.

I grin to myself.

I gently rub her belly with my thumb.

*JESSE'S POV*

I wake up in the morning without a shirt on and I feel Louis' arm wrapped around me, resting on my belly. We're in his room.

Why am I in here?! I hear Louis wake up.

He grunts.

"Why am I here!?" I angrily ask.

"Because you were sleeping on the couch, plus you're pregnant." He answers in his raspy morning voice, he sounds better today.

"Why is my shirt off?!" I angrily ask another question.

"Because it looked tight on you." He answers.

I grumble.

"I'm sorry." He apologizes.

I turn on my side, facing away from him.

"Jess?" He asks.

"Jesse! Please! I'm sorry." He pleads.

"I felt guilty! I feel more guilty now. Please forgive me?!" He pleads.

"No!" I grumble.

He wraps his arm around me again.

I wrap my hand around his wrist, pushing it back to him.

"Stop it!" I growl.

"Please." He cries out again.

I grumble. I turn to face him and look into his watery eyes.
Guilt hits me just like it hit him.

His tears spill.

"I didn't mean to make you cry or make you sleep on the couch! I love you, but I was mad!" He sniffles.

He covers his face with his hands as he cries.

"I'm sorry!" He repeats his words from earlier.

I grab both of his wrists, lowering them from his face. I remember that he doesn't like having people see his weak side. I wrap my arms around him, pulling him down to where he's laying down. I pull myself closer to him.

"I love you too." I forgive him.

He wraps his arms around me as well.

As we cuddle I hear him continuously sniffle and quietly sob.

I pull away.

"Please stop crying?" I ask him. I hate seeing him down.

He doesn't reply but keeps doing the same thing.

He sits up. He pulls me onto his lap. He rests his head on top of mine. He rubs his hand on my baby bump.

The only sound is his quiet gasps from crying.

"I hate fighting with you." He cries.

"Me too." Is all that I can say back.

"I love you, so much." He sniffles.

I turn around to face him.
My heart breaks at his sad face.

"I love you too." I reply. I wrap my arms around his neck, bringing him closer. Our lips lock.

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Hey guys!!!!! :)

Hope you guys love this chapter!

I know 'Little Bit of Your Heart' says that she only needs a little love, but with Jesse and Louis, they practically can't live without each other! :)

Love you lovelies!!!!! :3