Destiny ~ A One Direction Fanfic

CHAPTER 6

***SOFIA'S P.O.V.***

Once he closed the door i knew i wouldn't be able to sleep. Oh mmy freaking god, Liam Payne my best friend from freaking kindergatren had almost kissed me. God, how had i been so stupid? He had liked me all along, even after i ignored him for two freaking years. He left my room at around 9 and now its 2 and i still can't sleep. Since i can't get up i decide to text him, who knows maybe he can't sleep either? ME: Hey you awake? Almost 30 seconds later. LIAM: Yeah. U can't sleep? Neither can i. ME: Come here i need something. Almost 10 seconds after he was up and standing right over me with no shirt on, man he has got some nice abs. "What do you need?" He said in a tried voice. "You." I said moting him to sit beside me. He quickly came over to the other side got under the covers and laid down with his hands behind his head. I don't know what came over me but all of the sudden my eyes started to fill with tears and my throat started to burn. "Lia-" I tried to say but my voice got cut off by my sobs and soon a steady stream of tears started pouring down my face. "Shhh.." He said pulling me in close. " It's okay, youre here now, everything going to be okay." He started rubbing circles in the small of my back with his hand to clam me down. It worked a little bit, but i was still upset. I mean was everything going to be okay? " Liam, im so sorry" I could barely talk. "For what?" He said with a confused look on his face. "Not talking to you these past years, its just that i have always liked you since the day i met you and i didn't think you felt the same and i was just trying to get over you and-" "I feel the exact same way" He said. And with that he pulled me in and pulled his lips up to mine. His lips tasted sweet and salty at the same time. They were rough but yet so soft. Once he pulled away i realized something new, Liam Payne my first love since kindergarten had kissed me. All of a sudden tiredness washed over me like a wave, so i snuggled up to Liam and fell asleep, keeping my mom's ring on my finger the whole time.

I woke up to a screaming Niall jumping up and down on my bed. "WAKE UP! YOU PROMISED ME WE WOULD DO SOMETHING FUN TODAY! AND LIAM WHERE'S THE FOOD? WE HAVE NO FOOD! LIAM I AM GOING TO DIEE! PLEASE TAKE ME TO GET SOME FOOD NOWW! NO ONE ELSE WILL!" "Alright, alright. I'll be right back babe. Come on Nialler lets go." Said Liam heading out the door. "Yay! Food! " I heard Niall scream before the door shut. Then i remembered  that Liam Payne had just kissed me hours before. About 10 minuets later there was a light knock on my door, i figured that it was Liam and Naill with some food, so i was suprised to see a messy Harry Styles at my door. How is it that he still looks so hot even when his hair is messed up? Wait, no what am i saying? I love Liam now right? Oh juesus, noo. I can't like Harry Styles. "Uhh what do you need?" I say. "Just came to stop by, we usually do in the mornings." he said with a smirk. "Ohh, uh huh, well then um how come Niall came in and begged Liam to go get food with him because no one else would because they were too tired to get up?" Okay maybe i added that last bit in, but whatever. The color rose in Harry's cheeks right away and i tried not to smile. "Oh um yes well i guess i am a heavy sleeper, um just let me know when Liam gets back we have um some band stuff to do.." He said rubbing the back of his neck. "Okay will do." I said. And with that he gave me a quick wink and then left.

We all decided to go to a park and just hang out there for the day. Zayn brought his girlfriend, Peyton, Niall brought his girl, Elizabeth, and Louis and Harry were single. It was really alot of fun. Peyton and Elizabeth are super nice and i knew from the start that we were destined to be best friends.

Now its been about a month since i have been out of the hospital and my wheel chair is finally gone! LIam and i haven't been the best couple like i thought we would i mean it was great but then one night we got in a fight and it was bad...       I was just watching tv when he came in drunk, which is very unlike Liam because he know he has to watch his body and everything because of his kidneys. Anyways, he comes storming in and i tell him to lie down and drink lots of water. He ignores me and then goes into the kitchen to look for something to eat. "Liam, babe, i think you should go lie down, its late and-'' "WILL YOU FREAKING STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO?" He yells at me wobbling a little bit. I can feel my face turn hot and tears start to sting my eyes. "But i was just tryin-'' "I dont care! Why are you so freaking annoying! Get the hell outta my face." Okay, yeah that stung, but wasnt as nearly as worse as what is about to come next, who knew those last 10 words could hurt me so bad. " I'm glad i was with Marcy tonight instead of you." He slurred before falling to the ground. Since we had been living from hotel to hotel it didn't take me that long to pack up my stuff and run down to Harry's door. I knocked loud about 3 times before i just crumpled to the ground crying. How could this happen? My first love cheated on me? Espically Liam, my adorable, responsible, trustworthy, Liam, how could he do this to me? I thought i was his babe? The door opened about 10 minutes later and i find a completly naked Harry stles standing infront of me. "Uh was i interupting something?" I manage to choke out. The color in his cheeks immedaitly rose. "Oh, uh, no i just like to sleep naked." He said running his fingers through his hair. He tells me to wait one second and comes back a few minuets later wearing pants and carrying a blanket. "Come inside love." He says picking me up bridal style and carrying me over to his bed. He lays me down and then goes to get my suitcase. Once he comes back he motions for me to come and sit next to him, so i do. "What happened, love?" He says. I can tell he is thinking intently about something becase his deep green eyes are staring off into space. "Li-Li-Liam cheated on me." There i said it. I guess i thought if i didn't say it or didn't bring it up then it would all just go away. Now i started crying harded and harder. I think that night was the most i've ever cried. "What? Liam?" Harry askes in a startled voice. "He came home drunk and... and..." I couldn't say it, i just couldn't. "Yeah, him and Nialler went to the club down the street but i didn't think LIam would be the one..." His voice trailed off and he grabbed his phone. "Zayn? Yeah um go down to Liam's room. Its an emercency. Yes, yes Liam. Go down now. I'm  not kidding Zayn. Alright,bye." Then he hung up. He started rubbing my back and i quickly fell asleep.

After that i wanted to leaave so bad, but where was i freaking going to go? So i ended up staying with Harry, and i still am right now. Honestly, i really don't know, i guess you could say im freaking torn between Liam and Harry. I mean i've seen the way Harry looks at me, he sees the way i look at him. He's tryed to kiss me before but i just couldn't do it. It's funny how im using the word torn to describe my feelings for these two boys, since that was what they sang on the X Factor that made them so big. Liam has called and texted me but i just ignore him. I haven't left this room for about  21 days, since our fight. I just can't face him, i mean everytime i look at him i just fall in love with his eyes all over again. I know he loves me and that he wants me back, and he said all he did was hang out with her and kiss her good night on the cheek, and i do beleve him because he is Liam, but there is just something inside me that wants Harry too.But I can't keep living like this, in Harry's hotel rooms all my life hiding from my currently ex boyfriend that i am scared to fall in love with again. So when Harry asks me out on a dinner date I say yes.

I decide to wear a cute flower shirt with cutoffs and strappy sandals. I curl my hair slightly and just put on natural makeup. When i walk into the lobby to meet Harry, he looks stunning, georgeous, actually. "shall we go?" He askes taking my arm and linking it with his. "We shall" I say back heading out of main entrance.

When we get there the resturant its packed, luckily there are only older people eating so we won't have to worry about any crazy fans. I order a chicken salad and he orders a medium rare steak. "So i feel like i barely even know you, Sofia." He says staring into my eyes. "Alright well hi, i'm Sofia Birch. I grew up in Wolerhampton, im 16, my birthday is October 27th, i like to read, i have no life, but im really into this one guy that just so happens to be with me right here." I said looking into his deep passionate green eyes. "Your turn" I say after about 5 minuets of silence. "Well im Harry Styles. I'm 18, born on Feburary 1st, i'm in a band with 4 other guys, its called one direction, i really like this one girl i think her name is Sofia, and what can i say? I like to be naked." A smirk dances its way up his face.

Dinner was great, probably the best date i have ever had. When i got back to the hotel i changed and went to take a shower. After my shower i joined Harry or now as i like to call him, Haz, on the sofa for some telly. We just talked about random stuff until it was about 2 and then i said i was going to sleep. I volenteered to take the couch tonight, of course Haz said no but i wouldn't listen and i eventully got my way. So i went to sleep on the couch and Haz in a bed for the 1st time in about a month. I mean i felt bad, always making him take the couch, so thats why i volenteered. This couch was anything but comfortable, after about 3 hours of trying to sleep with no luck, i just sunck into Haz's bed and decided to sleep there. His bed was way better than the couch. Then i realized that Haz likes to be naked and he is probably naked under the covers. Well thats awakard. "Sof?" I heard him mumble. "Uh yeahh?" i said. Crap.I didn't mean to wake him up, he looks so cute when he is sleeping. "Come here." He said. So i scooted up next to him and suprisingly he was wearing pants. "You're wearing clothes?" I said susprised. "Mhmm. I had a feeling you would come in after sleeping on that thing." I figured he was talking about the couch. "Hey, can i tell you a secret?" He said a smirk making it was onto his face. "Of course." I said feeling giddy. "I think i'm in love." He said." I think i am too." I said. And with that i fell asleep.