Unrecognized Feelings

UF3

Bea's feelings

I am now heading to BEG for our training when thirdy approach me.

bei

"oh thirds hi 😊"

punta ka na bang training nyan ?

"yep. im on my way to BEG. why po?"

hmm wala lang po. wala na kong gagawin samahan na kita and antayin na rin kita dinner tayo after?

"dinner? sige. 😊"

tara? ako na po magdadala ng gym bag mo?

"no need na po. i can manage.hehe"

i dont know what gotten into me pero biglang lumabas ang po sa bibig ko. haha parang mejo sweet ata yung ganon ?i want our relationship to step up maybe my feelings didnt grow because i am not entertaining it. so now i will really try.

so dito na muna po ko sa bleachers papanuorin kita. 😊

"parang hindi mo naman alam kung pano ko maglaro ah. hahaha"

wala lang. for you to be inspired po. haha

"is that so?haha ok po. 😂"

sige na punta ka na don magstart na kayo. break a leg. 😊

"ok. later na lang. 😉"

may pakindat si bdl ah. kilig ako.hahaha

"crazy thirdy. 😆"

I am with ALE now and they keep on teasing me. these crazy people. hahaha

ate bei ang saya mo ah. porket may fan ka na nanunuod sayo sa bleacher. haha
-deanna

"i am always happy naman ah. haha"

for you to be inspired nga daw PO eh. hahaha
-jho

"what with the po?haha"

ikaw bakit nga ba may po?haha
-jho

"nothing. haha"

but i whisper to jho "is it true that it is sweet if you talk to a person with po?" im so shy with my question. haaay. but i need to know.

hahahahahaha bei ?ikaw ba talaga yan ?hahaha
-jho

"jho stop it im so shy na nga eh. *face palm"

sorry. haha di lang ako sanay na ganyan ka. di ba go with the flow ka lang? bakit parang nag'iba ihip ng hangin? umeeffort ka na ah. haha

"well i just thought that maybe it's time for me to make effort to grow this feelings of mine. hehe"

oww. so back to your question. yep nagiging sweet ang po kapag sa special someone mo sya sinasabi. kasi parang lambing na rin siya eh.

"hmm so tama lang ang ginagawa ko."

pffft!yeah tama lang. pffft!hahahahaha! 😂

hoy jhoana!sobra makatawa ah parang wala ng bukas. haha
-maddie

wag mo ko intindihin magstretching ka lang jan.hahaha

"haay.jho naman eh. you make fun of me naman eh."

hindi na stop na ko at nagtataka na si thirdy doon oh kunot noo na. hahaha

i took a glance on thirdy and yeah nakakunot noo sya. he saw and he smile so i just smile back to him.

uiii na kita ko yon. hahaha

"just dont tease me na jho. haay."

ok sorry na. tawag ka ni coach ikaw na sa one man

"ok. thanks jho 😊"

*after the training

tara?

"yeah. tara. where are we going ba?"

hmm san ba ?yung malapit lang pagod ka na eh. ahm sa KFC na lang?

"sige po go tayo sa KFC"

ok KFC here we come.haha

"you're so childish thirds. hahaha"

well ikaw din naman so bagay talaga tayo.

"wews.haha where did you get that banat? it so luma na. haha"

kay manong kiefer. hahaha

"may pagkabaduy din pala si kuya kief. hahaha"

it's in the blood bei. 😂

"hahaha i see"

here we are na. wait wag ka muna bababa

"huh? ahhh thirds you dont need to open the door for me naman i can manage. that's what i am always saying to you naman di ba?"

but :( ganon ang ginagawa ng gentleman.

"i know you're a gentleman thirds"

ok. but still pagbubuksan pa rin kita ng pinto hindi man sa kotse sa pinto na lang ng KFC ..hahaha

"haaay. so kulit talaga."

it's in the blood also bei. hahaha

at talagang tinotoo nya pinagbuksan niya talaga ako ng pinto. haha ang kulit talaga pero di naman nakakainis 😊

after you madam 😉

"hahaha tara na order na tayo"

ako na oorder hanap ka na lang ng table natin 😊

"ok po"

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here is your order ma'am 😂

"thirds bagay!pwede ng waiter. haha"

ang gwapo at macho ko namang waiter. *sabay pakita ng braso

"wooh!hangin mo po. hahaha"

just kidding. haha tara let's eat na po 😊

"sige po. 😊"

while eating thirdy call my name

hmm bei?

"yes po"

ahm bakit biglang may po ka na makipag'usap sakin?

gosh! im shy. haaay.

"ahm. ayaw mo ba? ang awkward ba?"

no no no. i like it somehow it is sweet to hear bei. hehe

so confirm it is really sweet huh! 😊

"ahhh.i just like to talk to you with po. so dont ask na lang. haha"

sige na nga po. hahaha you're done eating na. tara na? para makapagpahinga ka na 😊

"sige. im tired na rin eh."

* dorm

"thankyou for tonight thirds 😊"

thankyou din bei. 😊

"sige pasok na ko ah. ingat ka po. goodnight"

goodnight din. ahm iloveyou.

i don't know what will I say so I just smile at him.

pasok ka na bei. bye. 😊

"bye. take care po. 😁"

when I am in my bed I realized that being with thirdy is being happy rin naman just like when I am with my teammates. Maybe this like I have for him will grow in just a matter of time. I can't wait til I can say iloveyou back to him. He deserves all the love that I can give.

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Author's feelings

dahil nakapanuod ako ng live ng laban ng ateneo kanina team arena ako for the first time ..haha kahit na talo ang ateneo sulit naman ang pagbabyahe ko ng buong araw nakita ko si bea ng malapitan 😍 di nga lang ako nakapagpapicture dinudumog si bei muntik pa sya matumba 😱 anyways here is my update (kahit na wala naman atang nagaantay nito) dahil masaya ako ..hahaha

ps. comment naman jan guys. i will be overwhelmed if may magcomment ..haha di ko hinahangad na ivote nyo ito dahil puchu puchu lang naman ang story ko mema lang ba mema isulat ..hahaha pero sana may magcomment kahit isa lang ..hahahaha