Unrecognized Feelings

UF7

Jhoana's feelings

weeks past and start na ng uaap season naging mahirap para samin ang training kasi andaming adjustments ang ginawa namin knowing na maraming nawala sa team pero kahit naging mahirap ang training naging masaya naman lalo na nung gumawa ng surpresa si nico for me sa tulong ni bea at ng ibang lady eagles. tuwing naaalala ko yun napapangiti na lang ako dahil kitang kita na mahal talaga ko ni nico at ng teammates ko. 😊 especially bea na parang naging punong abala sa surprise na yon. Nung gabing yon ay pinabayan kami ng teammates ko na magquality time ni nico para masulit naman namin ang birthday niya pero hanggang 10 lang dahil may curfew sa dorm at hanggang dun lang ang pinayagan ni mads na oras. kinaumagahan naman nun ay hiningi ko ang explanation ni bei about sa surprise na yon and sinabi niya na pupunta naman pala talaga dapat kami ng batangas kung hindi lang tumawag sa kanya si nico at si nico pala ang dahilan kung bakit late sa training si bei nung araw na yon.

Nung birthday ko naman ay sinurpresa nanaman ako ni nico this time sa gym naman. after ng training namin ay bigla siyang dumating at may hawak na cake with matching kanta ng teammates ko. ang kukulit nila swear. haha after blowing the candle ay lumabas kami ni nico dinner date with bouquet of sunflower my fave flower then hinatid niya na ko sa dorm at pagdating ko ng dorm ay may slumber party sila sa sala celebration pa rin daw ng birthday ko. all in all naging masaya ang birthday ko kahit na di ko nakasama ang family ko. 😊

Bea's feelings

for the past few months is hell for me, for us lady eagles. the training is so intense but I'm glad that we managed to still enjoy it. we celebrate jho's birthday and we still have our bonding moments. And me and thirdy give more time to each other though it is shorten than before but it is more often now. we managed to eat together or have movie together and sometimes just walking in the hallway. he understand that I have a hectic schedule so in return if I have a spare of time I spend it with him. I must say that we are getting there. I can see that we can be a thing now. 😊

*after a game (I'm not going to be specific sa game guys tho parang season 80 ang time ng story ko ifafast forward ko din agad to. haha so wag po kayo malito fiction pa rin to. 😂)

after our game jho and I decided to have dinner with nico and thirdy. we usually done this if nagsasakto sa sched namin. and ALE always tease us like this 'ui double date nanaman sila. hahaha' we always just smile at them because it's true naman so why mapipikon di ba and it's just a biro lang naman eh to show their support to our lovelife. hahaha

san ba tayo girls?
-nico

"anything will do naman. so jho you decide na lang. haha"

ako nanaman ?hmm I'm craving for Japanese food. so kahit saan basta may Japanese food. 😂
-jho
yeah jho always decides where to eat. kung san gusto ni jho dun ako. haha

Japanese food ?hmm yung around taft lang para mabilis byahe. so pano plano? i have my car with me eh."
-thirdy

my dala din si nico. ikaw ba bei?
-jho

"may dala din ako eh. so convoy na lang tayo bawal naman iwan sasakyan natin dito eh. ingat kayo. thirds ingat ha, nico ingat magdrive"

opo ingat ka din.
-thirdy

oo naman. I'm with jho eh. haha
-nico

I saw jho blushing. hahaha cute 😊 then we went out na. jho just texted me where we will eat tho we are in convoy naman. hahaha

while we are in the restaurant there are some people who ask for a picture and we gladly give it to them it's just a picture lang naman di pa naman kami kumakain eh.

and naisip ko lang pano kaya kapag wala na ko sa uaap ano mangyayari? pano na? ganto pa rin ba some people will go to me and ask for a picture? will I play volleyball pa rin kaya? makakapaglaro ba ko sa commercial league? some thoughts in my mind right now. it's my last year in uaap this year kaya napapaisip ako (kunwari 5yrs na niya ha. wag kayo maguluhan. haha kailangan for the story 😊)

after we eat nagkayayaan na magMOA and sumakay sa MOA eye. nico's idea and we all agreed naman. Thirdy and I in one of the cable and nico and jho in another one. the view is awesome. I really love when I am in a high place. 😊

ang ganda no?
-thirds

"yes. it so fascinating. 😊"

yeah. just like you.

napalingon ako sa kanya and he is staring at me.
"thirds"

bei sinsabi ko lang ang nakikita ko. maganda ang view pero maganda ka rin at mahal kita. 😊

"thirds I ahm I" I don't know what to say. I can't say it back right now.

you don't need to pressure yourself to say it back bei. I am willing to wait coz you are worth the wait.

"thank you thirds. 😊" he just really need to wait I am planning to give him answer in the right time.

Jhoana's feelings

habang nasa moa eye kami puro kacheesyhan lang si nico sakin. well ganon naman talaga siya basta magkasama or magkausap kami ewan ko ba don di nauubusan na kakesohan sa katawan. hahaha

after namin sa moa eye nagkayayaan na kami umuwi and napagdesisyunan na kay bea na ko sumabay para deretso dorm na at hindi na ma out of way si nico. habang pauwi kami ay biglang natanong ni bei kung ano ang plano ko after ng uaap. sa totoo lang ayoko pa isipin yon kasi maisip ko lang nalulungkot na ko syempre ilang taon din na may pinaghahandaan kang uaa season then biglang wala.

"bakit mo natanong?"

you see. this is our last playing year. so whether we like it or not we have to leave uaap and ALE. so I'm thinking what will happen after this season.

"sa totoo lang ayoko talaga isipin kasi nakakalungkot pero tama ka whether we like it or not darating tayo don. siguro magtatrabaho na? or if may offer to play volleyball I will grab it ayoko naman iwan ang volleyball kadugtong na ng buhay ko to eh. ikaw ba?"

same as you. maybe I will work on our family business and of there is an offer to play I will play.

"sana kapag nangyari yon maging magkateam pa rin tayo 😊"

I hope so 😊

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author's feelings

so guys here is my mema update / sabaw update ..sorry wala talaga pumapasok sa utak ko ngayon eh ..haha pero eto ang pasilip sa mangyayari in the future este next update pala ..haha filler chapter muna pagiisipan ko pa kung pano ko itatype ang nasa isip ko ..and guys fiction to ha kaya wag malito ..I made it naman sa one week na hiningi ko di ba ..?ngayon give me a week or two mejo busy lang talaga ngayon ..ayun lang loveyou guys 😘

ps. bear with my writing skills and error.