I am bored and i just reeeaallyyy wanna write this!! Depression, my sad life, random feels
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I carry my heavy bag filled with my school clothes and Sketchbooks, my feet acheing, as i reach The Abandoned Church me, brutal an pure's regular meeting place.
I sigh and open the doors i set down my bag on a chair and Stretch. i look at the White Button up Shirt i was wesring remebering i borrowed it From pure. I blush darkly. I sighed again as i Walk up the altar. Im surprised that the church was so clean, "pure must have been here earlier" i thought a smile Forming my lips i shake my head "its not like he likes me too" i wander around the church and saw a organ and a piano.
"Oh??" I look at the Piano keys, playing its keys randomly "heh..stupid" i sit down. I think of what to play "take me to church.."i blush as i knew It was Pure's Favorite Song.
"Ahh there you go with pure again" i say to myself "Stop Hopeing already" i scream in my mind.
I graze my fingers and start the tune, in my mind i was having a Never ending Argument with myself. Voices in my head saying theres nothing and none for me, "just stop hopeing"
"Your just gonna die anyway"
"He Dosent love you"
"Your ugly"
"Your a freak"
"Your nothing"
"No one Loves or cares for you"
"Just Kill yourself"
I feel tears falling down my face as i continue playing the Song.the voices in my begin to get louder. I feel my heart slowly Crumbleing to peices. Hearing the evil Laughter o the voices...everyday was a Fight For me.
-meanwhile-
Pure's pov I exit a portal Brutal following after me "Are you coming in?" I say as i walk towards The Doors "Ill catch up" he said as he took a Large Gulp Of His Flask. "Fine" i enter the doors and saw a familiar Green Bag "Kai...are you here" no one answered, instead i hear a familar tune, "Kai?" I walk towards The Sound and saw Her Playing The piano Softly Singing
" Take me to church,I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies,I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knifeOffer me that deathless death.Good God, let me give you my life" She sang as the piano Lets out a beautiful Tune..i begin to realize it was My Favorite song.
"Good god..let me give you my life..." she stoped playing and began sobbing she burried her eyes Onto Her palms. I walk closer and Placed My Hand On her head "kai? Is everything okay?" I bend down Since she was Pretty Small. She didnt answer and just continued sobbing.
I smiled and pulled out a golden rossary similar to mine, i put it around her neck. She wiped her tears "Pure.."
"Yes?" She looked at me tear strained face. "Its nothing..." she turned back to the piano.
"Is something troubleing you?" I ask, she just Shook her head
I place my hand on her head as my eyes Glow white.
*in my mind*
I sob as the voices got louder and louder forming Their own Figures. "...Kai..." i see a White glow over the sea of Pitch black figures "S..ave me!" I yell tears Falling down my face. It Slowly walked Towards me Not affected by the Sea of Black, "wake up.." it touched my cheek. I feel warm...and it felt Like i knew this Figure.."your..familiar to me..." i said as It kissed my forehead. "Ofcourse i am..." it held both my hands "Its Time To Wake Up now" it said as The Whole Place Flashed With white.
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Pure's pov
I sit down beside her as i hold her sleeping body. I look at the piano and begin to finish the song. Brutal entered the room "Lets get going"he said as he turned his gaze towards kai. "Whats the sheila doin here"
I smiled and looked at him "This is her sanctuary now she can come here whenever she wants" i finish the tune. Brutal looke confused "mhh.." She rubbed her eyes slowly. "Your awake" i smiled and picked her up "Its time to go home now" she looked up at me and kept silent "brutal Can you fetch her bag" i say as i walk out te piano room, brutal only groaned and grabbed her bag i open a portal.
*3 hours later*
*authors pov i sat down pures bed as he Folded my Washed Clothes "i-i can fold them " i blush. He only chuckled and kissed my forehead " Amen"
I blush darkly "kai.."
"Yes?"
"Why where you crying"
I look at him his Blue Eyes Starring deep into my soul "Are you afraid of My Rejection" I blushed "If you cant confess....Brutal told me" he kissed my cheek "Next time Dont Let Brutal In On your little secrets " he winked at me and carried the laundry basket Out the room.
"Brutal...told..."
"CHHRIISSTTIIAANNN!! BRRUUTTAAALLL!!!"
Brutals pov I chuckle as i hear Kai Yelling my name. "YOUR DEAD TO ME BRUTAL!!"
"Hey Give me Credit Ya Bloody Mongrel" i chuckle as i walk down the hall,
Pures pov I chuckle as i hear Her Yelling, "All those voices Told me Anyway" I Chuckle as i head back into the room only to find her rolled up in my bedsheets.
"Enjoying your stay" i lay down besides her she snuggled up on my chest " Mhm" i kiss her forehead "i Love you too"
******* Scout:....you are not giving people what they want Me: *wrapped in pures Scarf* what...im getting there, the smut is Killing me slowly ya know Scout: GIVE ME TO THE GIRLS Me: no You All Get a Oneshot Medic: And Yet I Get More Chapters Scout: Eyyyy no fare Me: okay okay You can have the next chapter after the smut Scout: Yes!! HEAR THAT LADIES!! Me: okay scout no need to rub it in..
