a dream come true (an Adam Lambert fanfic)

chapter 8

Adam and i walk into the cafe, im still shaking like a leaf in a storm and Adam wonders in with his head high. we sit down and a waiter comes to take our orders, i have no appetite what so ever but i order anyways because i don't want Adam to think that im that crazy.

our food comes and i take one bite of my cos cos salad but my stomach just can't take it right now. Adam stops eating his pita pocket suddenly and says to me "you know you can tell me what's wrong, i wanna help"

i don't really understand, i love Adam to bits and i feel like i know everything about him but its just so strange because Adam now wants to know all about me. i just shrug my shoulder and look back down at my plate. i can feel Adam leaning forward in his set, he puts his hands on top of mine and looks and me with his eyebrows pushed together "honestly, i really want a help" i flash him a dorky smile that i regretted immediately with tears boiling up in side me and i manage to stutter out a awkward "okay".

Adam orders us some coffee and i get to work telling him why he save my life, i tell him that my friends decided i was to much for them and that they didn't like to be seen with me, this broke my heart until a few days later on of the fake friends messaged me about 8 abusive kik messages with consisted of things like "ahahaha your to in love with gays to even function, ohhh might put that one in your burn book" "why don't you go choose your coffin" "i hope your ugly mutt burns in hell" and then that last message was "i don't see why you are still here, why don't you just go die nobody even wants you so what's the point right?" at this point my blades were out and digging into the delicate skin on my forearm, my phone lite up again alerting me of aother horrible message, i thought to myself - fine i will tell them they win that i won't be here tomorrow then i will go take all my mum blood pressure pills and fall asleep and not wake  up, i went to type the message and unlock my phone - i saw you stunning face steering back at mine with a cheeky grin on your face, i relised  that if i wasn't here i would be able to see you be you, (at this point we are both crying and Adam is holding on to one of my hands). i told him that after that i deleted the app and throw my phone against wall and listen to my Adam Lambert playlist on my ipod with my forearm raped up in my pillow case to stop the blood.

Adam then looked into my eyes with such emotion for at least 2 minutes without saying anything and then says in a frail voice "you know i wish i was that strong". he looks down at his plate and scratches the back of him neck, "can i hug you again" and say softy with a little smirk again. he stands up and hugs me resting his head on top of mines. i let out a little laugh and say "this is crazy" as i look up at him. he smiles back and i see there is still tears in his eyes.

we both sit back down and Adam sits there with the chest little smile and him face and his hands in his lap "your a good hugger" Adam laughs out "well nobody has ever said that to me before" i reply. EPPPPPPPP ADAM LAMBERT THINKS IM A GOOD HUGGER.

this is all so strange why would someone like Adam even give a shit about me he has hundreds of other fans running around the street of Auckland looking for him but he chooses to be sat her in a little Mediterranean cafe with boaring old me... why me?.

Adam lets out a cute little snort and says "sorry, but its true" there's a silent pause for 5 seconds until we both burst into laughter "no honestly its true, you probably in my top 7 people I've ever hugged" Adam giggles. "why thank you Mr Lambert i could say you too are in my top 7" we both erupt into laughter again.

something about having and conversation with Adam is just so different, ever thing seems so natural, i don't have to worry about what Adam will think about what i say because i feel like we are on completely on the same page.

"tell me more about yourself" Adam blurted "don't you have much better things to do like address the nation about you stunning new album or something?" i ask "well yeah im ment to be on radio right now but im sick of talking about me. i would much rather be here with you, i wanna find more out about you"

i can not believe this is even happening.

Hi everyone!!! i hope you are in joying it so far.

would just like to point out that this story will most likely not feature Sauli so sorry for anyone hoping for a saulbert fanfic i just don't really know how to write thought.

anyways couple of chapter won't be as boring i promise, i will work harder on them :)

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