Voltron X Reader Oneshots {COMPLETE!}

Felt Something? {Sheith}

Whoop whoop! Request train coming through! This was requested by @cinderheart123434 ! I always feel nervous about requests! (Let us note that I said 'always', when this is only my SECOND REQUEST!!) Anywho, I hope you enjoy it!

Warnings; mentions self-harm

Shiro x Depressed!Reader x Keith

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Nothing. That's what you felt. That's what you thought you were. Ever since Voltron saved you and you decided to help them, all you felt you did was pester the team.

You always wondered how they smiled genuinely, or how they cried real tears, when you could only fake it. Maybe you seemed happy, but you couldn't push away the thoughts that knew your smiles were fake. That you meant nothing to the team.

You heard of this thing called 'Love.' Where someone would instantly take a liking to someone else, and want to hold them and kiss them, and just be happy with one another. What a stupid thing. Maybe that's because you can't feel it. But you wanted to. Oh, so badly. So when Shiro asked you out, you immediately said yes. And, if you're lucky, you'd get a taste of what Love is.

But, you couldn't help feeling a knot in your stomach when you talk to Keith. You pushed aside the weird feeling. I'm in love with Shiro... Right? You'd ask yourself everyday. Your mind believed you loved Shiro, but your heart had a whole different say. Your heart needed a bit of convincing to believe you loved Shiro. Or, maybe your mind needed to believe in Keith.

You were walking and talking to Keith, who just got done training. You were trying to push down the giddy feeling and your flips in your stomach as you kept talking to Keith. You were about to round a corner, then all of a sudden, you felt a familiar gloved hand cover your mouth and pull you back. You looked at Keith with confusion as he put a finger to his lips, signaling you to stay quiet. You heard a familiar voice around the corner.

"Allura, I love you." You heard Shiro say. Keith's eyes widen with shock at you. You were tearing up. Not because your hearts breaking in front of you, no, it's because that's what you should be feeling. But you're not. You're not feeling anything, and you know it's slowly killing you, inside out.

"But, what about (Y/n)?" Allura asked. "I never loved her. My heart belongs to you." Shiro said. Tears were cascading down your face, but Keith must've thought it was because of Shiro, because when he dragged you to the control room and he said he didn't deserve you. "It's not that..." You whispered to yourself, and walked away. You felt Keith's eyes on you as you walked back to your room.

You locked your door and sat on your bed, to lost in thought to do anything else but stare into space. You know why he did that. "Oh no..." You barely whispered as you knew that the voices were back.

It's because your worthless. She's prettier. And nicer. And smarter. She's everything you're not. Do the world a huuuuge favor and die. Please. Your like a rough draft. Awful and no one wants it. It's not like anyone would miss you. Go grab your razor. Let's end this tragedy.

You mindlessly got up and went to the bathroom. You pulled open your drawer, revealing a shiny, silver razor. You were crying with fear, but your body wouldn't stop. You were shaking as hot tears fell onto your blade. The voices seemed to drown out the urgent knocking at your door.

You slowly moved your shaking hand that was gripping the razor tightly to your wrist. You took in your clean wrist, not yet marked. Though you thought about this a lot, you were always scared to do this.

Worthless. Idiot. Ugly. You dropped your razor and moved your hands to your ears. "What was that?! (Y/n)?! Open this door!!" You heard Keith faintly shout. Trying to block me out? How cute. I'm here forever. Take the razor and slide it across your wrist. Suffer. The world doesn't need you.

You gave up. You stooped down and grabbed your blade. As you felt the cool metal touch your wrist, you felt the door burst open. You wanted to look, but a weight kept your eyes on the glistening razor. You knew someone was watching you, yelling at you, for messing up. Again.

You were then wrapped in a hug, making you drop the razor. You step back from the suddenness of it, but the person still wouldn't let go. Your eyes widen when you see a familiar black haired male. You slowly hug back as a familiar feeling returns.

"Can you hear me now?" He said into your neck. "Yes." You responded after a moment of thinking. He hugged a bit tighter. "Why would you do this?" He calmly asked. "He cheated for a reason. It's because-"

"He couldn't see what a beautiful girl he had? What an amazing girl he let go?" He finished your sentence. His words left you weak and dumbfounded. He pulled back and smiled at you. The type of smile that could melt your heart. The one you loved.

Loved? Loved?! You got excited at the thought. "But, I'm glad that he was blinded." He said. You looked down in shame, which didn't last long because a gloved hand pulled your face up. "Because now I can do this."

And with that, he removed the gap between you two. For you, it felt so.. right, and real. Nothing like Shiro's. This made you feel joy. Feel...? Joy...? You slowly kissed back.

"KEITH! What the heck are you doing with my girl?!" Shiro yelled as he stood watching in the doorway, clearly angry. You jumped apart. You felt.. sad, and angry. "She's not Allura, thank you." You say, anger very evident in his smooth voice. "Allura?!" He yelled. "Yes, Allura! I saw what you two were doing-"

"Keith it's fine-" you pleaded. "No it's not! This is hurting me! Not to mention you! You say your fine, then have a razor to your wrist!"

"Did I....?" Shiro asked, trailing off. You stayed quiet. "(Y/n), I made you do this?"

You nodded shyly and looked down. There was a silence as Keith was still holding on to you as if you'd leave.

"(Y/n), I do care for you. And, I don't want you to leave us permanently. If being with Keith makes you stay, makes you want to stay, then be with him." Shiro said as he softly smiled at you. You looked up, surprise very clearly displayed on your face. "Really..?" Keith asked what was on your mind. Shiro nodded, and walked out. "Just remember to use protection!" He yelled.

"Shiro!" You started to call after him with a laugh. "You ruined the moment!" "Then let me set it back up." You heard Keith say to you. You blushed as his lips landed on yours. A tingling sensation spread quickly throughout your body as you kissed back and your eyes fluttered shut.

You both pulled away and he happily grabbed your hand and lead you out of the bathroom. Your smiles were genuine, your tears were real. He was in love, and, for the first time, you were too.