Chapter 3-Scars

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Aurie's POV

The day dragged on and soon school was over. Finally, our summer holidays were here. I couldn't wait to be away from Kaylee and her obnoxious group. I was sure she would text me to remind me how worthless I was, but I didn't need her to do that. My demons were already doing that job. At least, I wouldn't get beaten up every day by her or her friends.

While walking out of school I saw their group. Now let me tell you who all were a part of this 'popular group'.

First, there was Kaylee Walsh of course. She was beautiful, skinny and smart. Everything I wasn't but would love to be.

Then, there was Maya Reynolds and Savannah Reid-Kaylee's two best friends. They too were undeniably pretty.

Then, there was Thomas Jones, with his curly brown hair, perfect smile and toned abs, there was no doubt he was the most attractive guy in school. But it was his heart that was ugly.

Lastly, there was Sean Rogers, Kaylee's boyfriend. Their PDA would make me wanna gag and that's exactly what they were doing-making out. Their faces were stuck to each other.

I mean, if they wanted to stick their tongue down each other's throats, good for them but please do that in a room where there's no one who would throw up looking at that. AKA ME!

I cringed at the sight and walked towards the front doors to go out.

"Well, well, well. Look who we have here; Aurelia De La Garza everyone!" Kaylee said clapping her hands in sarcasm.

I gritted my teeth and turned back to face her.

"What are your plans for summer hun? Eat a lot and grow fat? Or slit your wrists and kill yourself?" she asked. An evil smirk made its way on her face.

"I suggest you do the latter" she added.

Everyone started laughing and this only made Kaylee's smirk wider.

I felt vulnerable. Weak.

I could see people staring at me. I could hear quiet snickers and murmurs. But one stood out-She's so ugly, there's no way she's Demi Lovato's sister. I grit my teeth and fought back the tears.

"Fuck off Kaylee. Leave me alone" I said and turned around.

She grabbed me by my shoulder, her grip tight, and turned me to face her.

"Listen, Aurelia. You suck alright. You will never be talented like any of your sisters or famous like them. So do all of us here a favour and kill yourself!" she spat.

Her words stung. My eyes welled up with tears.

"She's gonna cry now, aww. So weak!" Maya spat.

Her words embedding themselves into my stupid little brain.

They laughed and started taunting me. I turned on my heels and ran out the doors, their voices eventually fading.

I sprinted towards one of the old buildings of the school and ran inside. I found the washrooms quiet easily.

Knowing no one else would be there, I sat on the tiled floor and got out my blade for the second time today. I rested the cold shiny metal on my wrist and without even thinking about it, dragged it across my skin. The words kept repeating in my head-

WORTHLESS

UGLY

FAT

WEAK

I kept slashing at my wrists, but stopped when I felt myself going dizzy.

I leaned my head on one of the pillars and closed my eyes. I let the tears flow down freely now. I sat there for about half an hour, crying and hugging my knees.

These were the times when I would miss Demi the most. When we were younger and I would wake up, crying from a nightmare, she would hug me and tell me that everything was going to be okay.

I needed her right now. I needed her to comfort me like she did back then but I guess this was the price I had to pay for being so worthless.

I looked at my phone to check the time-4. Fuck! I was here for an hour! I quickly got up and cleaned my arms.

The cuts kept bleeding since they were deep. But, after a few minutes they stopped. I pulled down my sleeves and washed my puffy eyes.

I walked out of the school building. The numbness taking over me. I got in a cab and made my way home.

No one should ever know my secrets.

Especially not Demi.
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