Alpas (A Demi Lovato Fan fiction)

Chapter 11-Hate

Aurie's POV

I waited for Demi to say something and just wished for this dreadful moment to be over already.

"Aurie, baby what's going on with you?" Demi asked.

"What are you talking about Dems? Nothing's going on with me, I'm fine." I said in a calm voice.

She sighed and took my hands in hers, holding it tightly.

"You know I love you right?" she said.

She doesn't

Don't believe her.

No one loves you.

I removed my hands out of her grip and looked down. I felt like I was gonna burst out crying any minute now.

"Yeah" I said in a small voice.

"Aurie, I do love you and you can tell me anything" Demi said in a soft voice.

SHE'S LYING

YOU'RE WORTHLESS.

YOU'RE FAT.

YOU'RE A FREAK.

YOU'RE CRAZY.

I dug my nails into my palms to stop myself from screaming at them.

I couldn't take it anymore. I got up from the bed and stood up, anger raging inside of me.

"Do you Demi?! Do you really 'love me'? Because you know what, I think that's shit. You only love Maddie and Dallas. You're a liar! You don't love me Demi, you don't! Stop fucking lying to me because it hurts okay? We were so close before and now we're not. You didn't even try to mend our relationship like you did with Maddie and Dallas. So be careful before you say something you don't mean alright?! And no, I can't tell you anything because you never ever call to ask how I'm doing. You always call Maddie, always Skype her, but never me! Because you don't care about me! Fuck you Demetria, I hate you! I'm done with this bullshit!" I barked.

My throat burnt as I shouted, and it quickly felt sore. I had never raised my voice towards Demi. I had never yelled so much.

All the things that were built up inside me came pouring out. The pain and the lies. I was sick of hearing her say she loved me when she didn't. I was sick of her stupid lies.

I didn't wait to hear what she had to say. I ran downstairs and out the front door, slamming the door shut behind me.

Demi's POV

"Aurie, baby what's going on with you?" I asked her.

"What are you talking about Dems? Nothing's going on with me, I'm fine." she said.

I sighed and took her hands in mine, gripping on them tightly.

"You know I love you right and that you can tell me anything?" I said to her making sure she knew.

Suddenly, she let go of my hands and looked down.

"Yeah" she muttered, still looking down.

"Aurie, I do love you and you can tell me anything baby girl" I urged.

Abruptly, she got up from the bed and stood up, facing me. Her eyes were teary but anger was evident all on her face.

She clenched her jaw in anger. I was scared. I had never seen her so mad before. I was about to say something before she started yelling.

"Do you Demi?! Do you really 'love me'? Because you know what, I think that's shit. You only love Maddie and Dallas. You're a liar! You don't love me Demi, you don't! Stop fucking lying to me because it hurts okay? We were so close before and now we're not. You didn't even try to mend our relationship like you did with Maddie and Dallas. So be careful before you say something you don't mean alright?! And no, I can't tell you anything because you never ever call to ask how I'm doing. You always call Maddie, always Skype her, but never me! Because you don't care about me! Fuck you Demetria, I hate you! I'm done with this bullshit!" she roared.

My eyes widened and it felt like someone had dropped something heavy right on my heart.

Tears sprang to my eyes. I got up to hug her and comfort her; to tell her that she was wrong.

"Aurie, that's no-" I started to argue but as soon as I got up, she moved away from me and ran downstairs.

I heard the front door slam shut with a loud noise.

I dropped down on to the floor; sobbing.

Her words started ringing in my head-'I hate you', that's exactly what she had said.

She hated me. My own sister hated me and it was all my fault. After all my struggles during my teen years, I hadn't fixed my relationship with her.

I got off the ground and walked backwards until I hit the side of the bed.

You suck Demetria.

Now your own sister hates you. We knew this day would come, didn't we?

I heard them. Once again, they were back.

No, no no, shut up! I screamed at them.

I sat down on the bed and clutched at my head to get them to stop. I'm not going to let them get to me. Not again. I won't let them break me.

The tears kept flowing down my cheeks as I laid down on the bed, pushing my face inside a pillow.

I just wanted my baby sister back. The one who loved me.
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