A broken letter from an angel

🌺Chapter Seven🌺

Sometimes people put up walls not to keep people away but to see who cares enough to pull the wall down.

💕Serene's💕 POV

I just don't understand. Why is it hurting me so much? I knew that one day he would break his silence, and I definitely knew he would say something like this, yet there was something inside me that believed that he would appreciate my efforts towards talking to him. I wiped my tears. I got up and called Matt to give me a ride. You see, I know how to drive, but my dad still thinks that I am his baby girl. And I need to be protected. So, according to the rules he set, I am not allowed to drive a car until I am off to college. I got home. The party was at 8. So I was doing my homework when Stacy called me. "Hey cow, I am coming in 15 minutes to give you a makeover. All of us are coming," she said. "Okay, but I don't need any makeover. I am fine," I said. "We will talk about that when I come," she said, hanging up. Exactly 15 minutes later, all of them were standing at my door. They shoved me and invited themselves inside. I rolled my eyes. They began searching my closet." Why is theren't a single decent dress in your whole wardrobe, Si?" Kat said. "That's because I don't wear those shoes," I replied calmly. "Yeah, right, you can't wear that sh*t that we wear, but you can wear clothes that seem so ancient," Mary said. "I found something for you!" Jules exclaimed in happiness. Stacy inspected the dress. And they all nodded their heads in agreement. "

"I got ready. Mary curled my hair into waves. Leslie has the hair department. While Stacy is in the make-up department. She had only done my eyes in thick liner shaded by a little blue. And a nude lipstick was perfect for the look. It turned out to be pretty good. I was looking good. Stacy was wearing a tight green dress, which was showing a lot of her skin. But she was looking good. Her lips were painted red."
Mary was wearing a baby pink fish-cut dress. While Mary has put on a purple dress. Juliet was wearing a black knee-length, plain lacy dress.

" Juliet's dress So after 2 hours and 32 minutes, we were finally all set to go. I put on my blue pumps and headed downstairs. Dad and mom were on the couch. "Bye mom, bye dad, I will be back at 10," I said them. "Be careful, don't drink too much, and don't get pregnant, honey. " Mom said while I rolled my eyes. My friends started laughing. "Your parents are so cool Ann." Mary said. Drive was full of fun. When we reached the address the party was in its full swing. When I enter the room a strong smell of alcohol and sweat hit my nose. The whole room was full with horny teenagers grinding their bodies together. Some of them were making out while other were too drunk to notice what were they doing. The party has just started and most of them are already shit drunk. The music was too loud. Lights was dim. I met all of my friends. Jules was with Xavier, Mary was dancing with some random guy while Stacy and Ryan were making out. Flynn and Jake were making out with some cheer leader. I was sitting alone in kitchen when Casper came. "Wanna dance? " he asked. I chugged my beer cup. I took his hand and head to the dance floor. The music was a fast beat. For a moment I forgot everything. I forgot Caleb, I forgot the grey eyed monster every else thing. The alcohol in my system was working. Casper was holding me tight when the beat became slow. I swayed my hips to the beat. So did he. His hands started moving from my back to my hips. A stream of current passed through my body. His other hand was on my cheek. He started caressing my cheek slowly. May be because of the alcohol in my system or maybe because of my frustration. I gave him the lead. He was looking straight in my eyes begging me to let him continue. I closed my eyes. He came closer. His hot breath was on on my lips. And then his lips came crashing on my lips. It was with so much passion that I couldn't stand he pulled me closer. His hand was on my waist. His lips were soft. There was no firework. Still I got hooked by it. He sucked my lower lip. I opened my mouth surrendering. His mouth tasted of beer and strawberries. His tongue was fighting for dominance. I didn't mind. Everything was so vague. It was so full of passion. As the kiss deepened i tugged my fingers in his hair. Out of breath we pulled away. He was looking at me with so much care and love and that when it hit me. Oh god what have I done. I pulled away suddenly and I ran away from him. I didn't meant to kiss him. It was a big mistake. I don't want to lead him into something that has no future, no love for him. Some jocks were drinking outside. I grabbed the bottle of Jack Daniels and started chugging the whole bottle. They were too wasted to say anything. It burned my throat. I sat on the bench by the pool. It was quite in here. I wondered. I was in my imaginary land of me and Caleb when I saw someone sitting next to me. It was the grey eye monster. I blinked my eyes to confirm that I am not hallucinating. He was looking at me with amusement. He smirked. "That was a hell of a kiss on the dance floor,

Serene."
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