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Amanda

I smiled as the dress slipped off of my body. Alesha and I were about to marry after two years of dating and a year and a half of engagement. We waited to start planning until after Alesha gave birth to Abel and Hollie fifteen months ago. We wanted them to be in the wedding party with us from the start of us planning our wedding.

We had decided to both wear wedding dresses for the wedding although Alesha had debated about buying a tailored suit but she had decided to go with a wedding dress instead. Alesha's dress was more tight-fitting and it showed off the curves she had gained after becoming pregnant with twins when we had started dating.

We had decided that wanted to be alone on our wedding night and asked David and Simon, who had gotten married the year before we did, to watch the twins, Theo, Lexi, and Azura for us. They agreed even though they had a newborn at home themselves.

They had adopted a child that the mother did not want but did not want to abort. They had a son named Eric now who was three months old. Theo was fascinated with how tiny Eric was at three months and when he had been born, just like how Azura and Lexi had been fascinated with the size of the twins when they had been born.

Alesha was an absolutely devoted mother to our twins and she had decided to keep breastfeeding them until they were a full year old. She had weaned them recently with some difficulty.

I slipped into bed next to Alesha's naked form. My arm rested on her stomach and my breasts were pressed up against her back as we spooned.

"We're really married, babe," I spoke softly. Alesha turned around in bed and she rested her head on my chest.

"We are," she replied, a bit muffled because of her position. She lifted her head up and she kissed my lips. "Are we going to have our wedding night tonight or are we going to wait?"

"What do you think?" I retorted, my fingers going to Alesha's breasts after I kissed her back.

"Tonight," She replied.

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We were on our honeymoon finally. One vacation without any children with us for once as the first vacation we had taken together was a babymoon before the twins had been born when Alesha was around seven or so months pregnant. We had come back to the South of France for our honeymoon as it was a special place for us.

It was the place where Alesha had first learned I could speak French and she had let me bathe her. We had memories in the South of France and we wanted to make some without children with us. We were making love every night and every morning in our hotel room because it was just us.

Alesha was loving the fact that I was almost worshiping her every time we made love during the night and she would become dominate in the morning when we made love. We switched on and off with almost each time that we made love to each other.

Today was going to be our last day in the South of France.

"Are you ready to get up, babe?" I murmured, my voice thick with sleep.

"No. Bed's too warm and I want to stay here cuddling you," she replied, just as faintly. She groaned as she stretched and then resumed her position on my body, her head on my chest and her hand on top of my left breast. I kissed Alesha's damp forehead and she smiled, pulling the covers farther up our naked bodies.

"I would love to stay in bed with you, babe, but we need to get dressed and pack our stuff. Our plane leaves this evening and then it's back to children," I responded, my hand traveling down her back to her arse. Alesha's face lit up with blush as I gave her arse a squeeze.

"No copping a feel! You said we need to get dressed and pack our stuff," she admonished. She moved my hand off of her arse and sat up in bed, the covers pooling around her waist. Alesha slipped out of bed and went into the bathroom.

It was hard for me to believe that this beautiful woman had gone through so much with me by her side. Alesha had been raped two years earlier and it had taken her four months to recover enough to have sex afterwards. She hadn't wanted to keep the twins at first when we discovered that she was pregnant that Halloween.

Alesha had changed her mind at the last minute from having an abortion to not having one after she heard the twins' heartbeats during her ten week ultrasound that November. She had struggled with morning sickness for months but she had told me that the twins had been worth it.  It was worth keeping them, all of the morning sickness that she had, just to see their faces after they were born.

Alesha had been in tears when she held both of them for the first time because she didn't believe she had made them and I had said they were perfect. I sat up in bed and I picked up my discarded knickers to put back on.

I got dressed and was putting on my makeup when Alesha came out of the bathroom wearing only a towel. I watched her as she got dressed while I did my makeup.

"Have I ever said how much I love you?" I blurted out, sitting on the unmade bed to put on my trainers.

"Everyday, babe," she replied, grinning

[] hey guys! I really hope that you all liked this book. It was so much fun to write and I've realized that this is one of my more realistic situations books because women getting raped and becoming pregnant is a real and scary thing. I wish this wasn't the last chapter. What did you guys like about this book and what was your favorite moment? Bye until the next update on a book.