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chapter fifteen

Amanda

Alesha got up mutely and she went back into my bedroom. She got into bed robotically, her tears falling quickly. I followed her and I got in beside her. I pulled Alesha into my arms and she buried her head into my chest, her tears falling in between my breasts and soaking my shirt.

She didn't want to be pregnant. The test had to defective. There must have been something wrong with the test or maybe there wasn't and Alesha was really pregnant. Either way, Alesha would have to make an appointment at her OBGYN for an ultrasound to know if she truly was.

"It's alright, babe. It's going to be okay," I tried to comfort. I heard Theo crying in his crib in my room and I got up to get him. I brought him back to be with Alesha and set him in her arms. He smiled when he saw Alesha as she smiled back weakly. He began to cry again and Alesha started to cry more heavily myself.

I took him back and I lifted up my shirt to breastfeed him. I got him latched on and Alesha seemed couldn't believe that she had been reduced to heavy crying by an infant. She couldn't be pregnant. She just couldn't.

"It's alright, Alesha," I soothed, reaching out to touch Alesha's back as she hunched over, crying. I kept breastfeeding Theo as I attempted to comfort Alesha. She was distraught over the results of the pregnancy test. I couldn't believe that she was pregnant because of rape, like I had been. She was probably feeling awful about it.

Alesha let me rub her back for a couple more minutes and I had to move my hand to adjust Theo's position on my nipple. I adjusted him and Alesha leaned into my arm. Theo continued to suck on my nipple and he placed his small hands onto my breast. Alesha looked up and she laughed slightly.

Her tears stopped and she leaned in to kiss my cheek. Theo released himself from my nipple and he looked up at me. Alesha held her hands out to burp him and I gave him to her. She got Theo to burp for her and she praised him for it. I lowered my shirt back to its original position and Theo was already back asleep in Alesha's arms.

She rocked him in her arms, singing to him softly. Alesha was so maternal to my son all the time and it made me smile. She brought him back to his crib and set him in gently. Alesha got back into bed with me and she kissed my cheek again.

"Thank you, Amanda. For comforting me," Alesha spoke softly. Her hands went to the hem of her pyjama shirt nervously and she twisted the fabric into a bunch.

"You're welcome," I replied. I kissed Alesha on the side of her mouth and she moved her head so I was kissing her lips. Her hand went to my side, the same spot where it had always gone whenever we snogged in bed when we were teenagers. I let my arms wrap loosely around Alesha's neck and she kissed me deeper.

"I think that I'm ready to snog, babe," Alesha whispered in between light kisses that she was peppering my cheeks and lips with.

"Are you sure about this, Alesha?" I asked her in reply. "I want you to answer verbally."

"Yes, I'm sure, Amanda," Alesha responded. "I am completely sure about this." She smiled and she took off her shirt. She didn't have on a bra underneath her pyjama shirt and she smirked. "Do you like what you see, Amanda?"

I nodded, smiling. I knew that Alesha didn't want to go all the way yet but this was a start. "Where the boundary that I'm allowed to kiss to?"

"Just don't go down my breasts. I'm not sure about that area yet," Alesha replied, sounding unsure of herself. She shifted in bed as I began to kiss her neck softly.

"Are you okay with this?" I asked her. She nodded, biting her lip, but she was smiling.

I continued to kiss her neck, drawing soft hums of pleasure out of her. She closed her eyes in pleasure and she smiled again. I stopped and I took off my shirt. Alesha's eyes opened and she grinned when she saw what I had done.

"I'm loving what I see," Alesha whispered. She flipped us so I was on the bottom and she began to kiss at my neck, making me let out hums of pleasure. She kissed my lips softly, lovingly and I kissed her back. We kissed lovingly and gently.

Alesha kissed down my neck, kissing towards my collarbone. I didn't have a limit to where Alesha could kiss to but she stopped before she reached the top of my breasts. She kissed at my collarbone again, leaving behind a bright hickey. She kissed back up my neck again and she reached my lips again.

"I love you, Amanda," she whispered into my ear.

"I love you too," I whispered back. She smiled when I responded and she kissed my lips again. I kissed her back and began to kiss at her neck, my arms wrapping around her back and my hands clasped together.

Alesha's body hadn't changed much since she had her daughter and she was still petite almost everywhere except for her height. She rolled off of me and she laid down beside me, pulling the covers over us. I could feel her breathing next to me and I laid my head on her chest. Alesha smiled in the darkness and her arm wrapped around me, pulling me closer to her.

"I don't know what I'm going to do about the baby I'm carrying," she whispered worriedly.

"We can talk about it in the morning, Alesha. I've already promised you that I'm going to support whatever choice you make about the baby," I responded. Alesha nodded and her eyes closed again as she tried to go to sleep.

[] hey guys! Major turning point with Alesha and affection. She and Amanda snogged for the first time! What do you think is going to happen next and what did you love about this chapter? Bye until the next chapter!