Alesha
I truly felt like I had made the right decision to keep the baby I was carrying. We told Simon shortly after we had told David that I had kept the baby. I was twelve weeks pregnant now and I still felt awful. I was still having morning sickness even though my first trimester had ended and I was in my second.
This pregnancy was different from my first. I found that I had gained weight more easily with my pregnancy with Azura but I was still thin so far with this baby. My baby bump wasn't showing yet but I knew I wouldn't be able to hide it for long, maybe until I would be twenty weeks along.
I was enjoying being pregnant but I didn't like the fact the baby came from rape. Amanda and I had decided to make my twelve week ultrasound into a date for the two of us because I couldn't have alcohol anymore. We were starting to get creative with our dates and Amanda would sometimes meet me for coffee at either my apartment or we would go to a cafe with each other during the day.
It was a welcome break from keeping my mind off of my pregnancy. I had almost let it slip to some students parents that I was going to have a baby in twenty eight weeks. Azura knew that I was pregnant and she loved the baby already. She would talk to the baby every night when I was tucking her into bed although the baby couldn't hear her yet.
The baby was developing normally and wouldn't be able to hear until farther along in my pregnancy. Somehow Christmas was already sneaking up on me and my students were becoming unruly with the prospect of vacation in three weeks. I would be sixteen weeks pregnant just after Christmas.
Amanda and I had been surprised to find out that I was carrying twins instead of a single baby when we had went to the twelve week check up. There had been two different heartbeats that weren't beating in synch like they had been during my ten week ultrasound. It was confirmed that I was going to have twins and Amanda's face lit up when we saw the babies in the ultrasound.
I swear that she was more excited than I was at the prospect of twins. I had enough trouble some days with just one child by myself, never mind having twins but I had vowed to keep them. I was excited to be having twins though but it meant I would have to by double of everything for the babies and I would be showing sooner than what I expected.
If I wore something tight fitting to work, there was a roundness to my stomach that was visible. I had gotten questions from my fellow teachers so I explained I was pregnant with twins. I didn't tell them how I had gotten pregnant as I didn't want to bring it up.
We told David and Simon that I was having twins minutes after we found out and they were excited. Simon less so because it meant more children to babysit although he didn't mind it. We told our parents that we were dating and I was carrying twins.
They knew that I had been raped and gotten pregnant from it as I didn't take birth control. Our parents were supportive of the fact I had kept the babies and our mums were ecstatic about it.
"Amanda? Are you truly excited about me having twins?" I asked as she put Theo to bed the night I had the twelve week check up.
"I am," she replied, sitting back on the bed and placing her hand onto my stomach. "I was excited from the time you said you wanted to keep what we though was just one baby. We have more than enough love to give to all of our children."
I smiled when she answered as I hadn't expected that answer from her. I placed my hand on top of her and she began to rub my stomach, slowly turning it into tickling. I laughed and I fell onto my back, trying to keep Amanda away from me. She began to tickle me more with both of her hands and I laughed louder.
"I can't breath!" I laughed out. I was kicking my legs in the air and Amanda was grinning maniacally as she tickled me.
She stopped suddenly and I tossed a pillow at her while I caught my breath. "That's for making me almost wee myself!"
Amanda giggled and she laid back in bed. I laid down on my side and she spooned me from behind. Her hand went to my stomach and I flinched when she brought her hand underneath my pyjama shirt. I relaxed when I felt her rub my stomach underneath my shirt and she then brought her hand out from under it.
"I love you, Alesha," Amanda said, kissing my cheek and she let her arm dangle over my side, her hand pressed against my baby bump.
"I love you too, Amanda," I replied. We had been saying that more often to each other whenever we slept in the same bed but we had to refrain from saying it while I was working or but I could say it when Amanda was working as Simon was her boss.
Amanda was a secretary for Simon's record company as she made a decent living doing it but she wasn't doing what she loved and I knew that was teaching. I looked up and I turned around so we were no longer spooning. Amanda had already fallen asleep without saying good night to me.
I sat up in bed and I kissed her cheek softly. I could hear her softly breathing as she slept. I tucked her hair behind her ear and I laid down on my side again.
"I really do love you, Amanda," I whispered, knowing that she was asleep.
[] hey guys! Alesha is having twins and that's the little plot twist I added into this. What did you guys like about this chapter and what do you think is going to happen next? Bye until the next chapter!
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Fiksi PenggemarAlesha Dixon is lesbian and she did have a girlfriend in university but they had broken up because she had just been using her girlfriend for sex. Amanda Holden was her girlfriend and now she's a mother to two children by the age of twenty five. The...