the deal ~ h.s. (au)

36. Exchange

"Carefully, it's still hot" I say as I approach Harry who's currently sitting at the kitchen table, only in his boxers. I place a cup of tea in front of him causing him to look up at me while I sit next to him, ignoring the sudden urge to sit onto his lap and cover his entire face with my kisses, "So what now," I ask him as I blow into my cup to cool it down a little.

"Well, our deal is officially over," he states as I take a sip of my tea. He stares at me for a few seconds before he speaks again, "The rule was that after this is done, we never speak to one another, am I right?" he adds, causing my heart to sink at the bottom of this cup filled with hot tea, hopefully melting all of the sorrow I feel right now.

"Yes, you are, sorry. Silly question," I blurt out with a nervous giggle before I take another sip of the tea, completely ignoring the fact that the hot liquid is burning my tongue.

Things are happening exactly how they were supposed to, it's just that I'm not reacting to them the way I'm supposed to. Or maybe I am feeling just like I should because things didn't feel like this was some regular night where you meet a hot guy with whom you have sex afterwards and then he leaves like nothing has happened. Right after we did it, we lied in bed for another hour or more just kissing and caressing one another. In that moment, it all felt so right, so perfect, I honestly don't believe when was the last time I've felt so satisfied and happy. That's exactly why I hate him; now he's shown me how wonderful I can feel and right now, he's taking it away from me and for some stupid reason, I can't get over that.

"But, since we broke every fucking rule we can break that one. Besides, who am I going to insult if not you," he states, making my heart skip a beat and causing a smile to spread across my face which I can't stop. I try to hid the smile by taking another sip of this horrible tea, once again burning my tongue, but this time I react to it and gasp, causing Harry to shake his head at me while chuckling. He smirks at me after the laughing session and drinks his tea, "plus this tea is fucking disgusting," he comments as he places the cup down.

I roll my eyes at him as I place the cup down also. I look at him, finding him already looking at me, locking me in his gaze the moment our eyes meet, making it impossible for me to look away. I feel lust building up inside of me, burning my insides just like this tea burned the inside of my mouth seconds ago, as he continues to stare at me, which results in me walking over to him and sitting on top of his lap as I lock our lips together.

His hands find their way under my shirt, one of them reaching for my breast and cupping it with its softness. I battle my tongue with his, desperately wanting more of him right now. He lifts me up as he stands up, but this time I'm already used to that so I don't have any reaction to it. He carefully places me on the table, lifting both of my legs before I wrap them around his torso and pull him closer to me.

"I want to do it again," I whisper into his lips in the middle of an extremely heated kiss, causing him to smirk and me as he nods, giving me a deep kiss before he walks away. He comes back with another package and places it on the table. He grabs me by my butt and pulls my body closer before he takes off my panties in one swift movement. His boxers fall on the floor and just before he opens the package I say, "Please put the cups on the counter," he looks at me as if I'm joking, but still removes the cups.

"You actually drive me fucking insane," he comments when he comes back and grabs the small package.

If someone would have told me weeks before this I'd be having sex in my kitchen, on the table where I normally eat, I would have laughed right into their face and after that I would complain how boring my life is and how unlucky I am. Even though I'm not sure if meeting Harry was lucky or unlucky for me. But, here I am, kissing a man I barely know, but somehow am attracted to him in ways I can't even understand as he thrusts his hips against mine, causing loud moans to escape my mouth. He takes off my shirt, leaving me completely naked, before he starts leaving trails of kisses from my neck and down to my collar bone where he proceeds to wrap his teeth around my skin, receiving loud moans from me.