I haven't posted for a while but here is something to read I really do put my soul into these sorta writings.
(Straight form my diary)
I love you I really do, I'll tell you I'm fine over text while I'm crying. I just don't want to destroy what we have that I work so hard for I see you every day and it hurts, I'm sorry I have little breakdowns it's just what happens when I've held it in for so long you fucked me up when you left me. all I can think about is you even in my dreams it's all you leaving me for telling you my feelings, I wake up crying it's just what happens this thought of you hating me welcomes death openly as a savior from the Oh so bittersweet hell I'm stuck in my art me has gone cold, my beautiful abstract pictures with bright yellows now completely black. I'm in an endless grind when all I want is for you to love me a percent to how much I love you. You didn't have to lead me on. Every time I think I'm getting a little closer to you loving me you destroyed that stupid thought and me in a second, I have done things for you I've done to nobody else only you. Just use me and make me feel loved I am your tool, thank you.
YOU ARE READING
Aarmau <3
Teen FictionIt does contain some bad stuffs WARNING please vote and comments it always cheers me up to see a motivating comment luv ya!♡ (Slow updates due to editing and fixing punctuation p.s making chapters longer)
