Renesmee and Jacob's Love Story

Chapter 6. I have to go

Chapter 6. I have to go

Jacob POV

Edward came out, he looked furious, I know that he was reading my mind. I am sure that Alice for saw me leaving, and that sure complicated things. "Edward we need to talk!" I tried to say very forcefully, even though right now, I was breaking to pieces inside.

"You are darn right we do! How could you do this Jacob Black. I trusted you to never break her heart, and now you are doing the worst possible thing possible, leaving! You are lucky that I don't rip off your head right now mongrel "

"Hey back off man! You don't even know why I am leaving."

"Running away from your problems again I see."

"Hey! You think I want to do this? You think I want to leave her? I want nothing more than to be with her always, but I can't stay here anymore!"

"Yeah because you are.." I let this go too far.

"EDWARD YOU FILTHY BLOODSUCKER, JUST SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN TO ME FOR JUST ONE SEC OKAY?" I waited for him to calm down, I know that I didn't want to go through the whole story again, so I cleared my mind of Nessie and tried to replay the whole thing exactly in my mind.

"are you sure that there is no other way Jake? I mean let's talk with everyone, I know that we can figure something out."

"Look Edward, I don't want to do this, I have tried to think of every possible solution except this one. But there is nothing that doesn't put every in danger, and not expose you guys to the world."

"Jacob!" I heard the one voice that could make my heart melt, except at this moment, it was making it break. Nessie came and threw her arms around me, I held her so tight, smelling her sweet scent. I would miss her so much. I was feeling like I couldn't do this.

"Jacob I was so worried about you. Don't you ever run off on me like that again. I about lost it, Alice said that you weren't coming back. I am so glad she was wrong."

"Uhm..Nessie she wasn't lying. I am leaving."

"What? For how long?"

"I don't know, for a while, maybe a couple of years at the least."

"ah..what...a couple of years? Wha...uh...where are you going? I can still come and see you right?"

I looked at Edward frantically, hoping he would step in and explain this to her. "Nope your on your own man, you owe my daughter that much!"

"Nessie, sweetheart, We are all leaving, we are moving down south to New Mexico, and I don't want you to come with me. I want you to stay here."

"What? Jake..you..don't..want....me?" I tried to reach over to calm her and pull her in my arms. But she was gone, she ran back into the house and was gone.

"Jacob, look I REALLY don't like you right now, but I have to think about my daughter too. Leave her alone, let her be, and stop causing this family pain!"

"Edward I have to talk to Nessie, I need to explain to her." Before he could stop me I ran to the house as fast as I could and ran to Nessie's room. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door, but before she could tell me to leave, I walked in. She was sitting there on her bed, her knees to her chest and her perfect arms wrapped around them. Tears were flowing from her perfect brown eyes. How could I leave her? How could I survive without seeing her everyday? I went over and sat next to her on her bed

"GO AWAY JACOB!"

"Nessie please, honey listen to me. You need to know the reason why."

"Jacob how could you do this? You propose to me, tell me you will never leave me. And before I can even think, you leaving me now." Her sobs were coming harder and faster. My heart was breaking inside. "Jake, I can't live without you, please don't leave me. I promise I will do anything, just please don't leave me."

"Nessie, this is killing me too, but I have to think about your safety" I pulled her hand to my head, and told her everything that had happened. "Don't you see, I need to leave, I have to keep everyone safe."

She buried her head in my chest and wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me tight. She just sat there sobing, I knew that I couldn't leave her. I began to cry to. Would this be the last time I saw her. Could she move on without me here? She pulled my head suddenly down to hers and kissed me furiously. I kissed her back with all the passion and love that I had inside me. I pulled her down on the bed, and curled up next to her. I pulled away, feeling the ache that the time to leave would come all to fast. "Nessie I love you, I promise that I will always be here for you, all you have to do is close your eyes and think of me, and I will be there instantly. My love will always be with you." I started to slide off the bed to leave and a soft small hand pulled me back.

"Is there no way that we can be together?" I thought as hard as I could. I knew there is one way that we could be together, but could I ask it of her? I had to try.

"Well, there is one way."

"What? Jacob I will do anything to be with you. I don't care what it is."

"Nessie, I know there is one way, but I can't ask it of you. I could not ask you to sacrifice that much for me." I felt her place her hands on both sides of my face. She pulled my head down so that I was looking straight into her eyes.

"Jacob Black, when are you going to except the fact that someone wants to be with you? Forever. I know that yesterday was a hard day, and I am sorry. But I do love you, I want to be with you forever, if that means marrying you, then so be it. I will marry you someday, I will wait for you. I don't care if it is 10 years or 100. I will wait, if you want me to."

"I don't want you to wait for me Nessie" I could see her about to argue, I put my hand to her mouth and covered it, "Ness, I mean I don't want to wait either. Marry me, Marry me now, and you can come with me. You can come and be with me. We don't have to wait. You parents won't say no to you being with me if we are married. Let's get married now."

"Jake...I don't know if I can do that, what about my family? I want to marry you now, but I don't know if I could leave them. They would be heart broken without me here, without us here. I don't think..."

"Ness, please. I can't survive without you in my life. I can't be apart from you, knowing that you are here with out me, and you could be in danger." Just then there was a knock at the door, well several knocks. It flung open with everyone standing there. "Wha? What's going on?"

Bella and Edward stepped forward and looked at me and Nessie, surprisingly they seemed calm. Why? He had to of heard our conversation. "Nessie, Jacob, we were listening and we ALL talked it over, and we think that we agree with Jacob."

"What? Mom, Dad, I thought that you would be devastated."

"Oh honey we are" Edward pulled her up so she was standing now in front of them. "We don't want to loose you, but we don't want you to loose Jacob. I can't believe I am saying this, but I think that you should go. We can still see each other. We will only be a plane ride away, we can see each other all the time. It's not like we never will."

"Renesmee, I love you sweetie, you know that your father and I will always be here if you need us. Just be happy, whatever way that is." There was silence for a little while then,

Alice screamed, "Yay, lets get this wedding going! We can do it tonight. And you guys can be gone in the morning."