I realized that not thinking of you is hard, you always been the type that cared.
And I was the one that pushed you away, having to learn how to live without you.
I know I messed up and I continue to mess up and there's no excuse for that, I should have learned my lesson by now....
Every morning before I get out of bed I realize that I was right to leave you. I couldn't keep growing if you where their. Yes it's hard to stop thinking about you but it's the best decision I made in a while.
2am and I still can't stop
thinking about you...
