don't expect a happy ending

i used to love the rain..

before because it brings back fond memories..

but now it served a different purpose...

it masked my tears as i am running away..

away from everything..

everyone.. those that have hurt me deeply..

my vision clouding..

my tears falling..

my clothes drenched..

nilalamig na ako.. but not as cold as what my heart feels like.. as cold as ice.. and as hard as marble..

*Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*

napatingin ako bigla sa bumubusinang sasakyan. mabilis ang pagtakbo nito patungo sakin. 

wala akong nagawa kundi mapako sa kinatatayuan ko. on instinct ay tinakpan ko ang mata ko dahil nakakasilaw ang ilaw mula sa sasakyan. napakabilis ng pangyayari but it felt like it was in slow motion.. narinig kong may nagsisigaw na bystander as the car hit me.

i fell on the cold, hard pavement.. 

then pinalibutan ako ng mga taong nagpapanic.. they're planning to save me.. but it's too late.. i just closed my eyes as i felt the rain continue to pour down on me..

i knew it.. life isnt a fairy tale......

i guess this is it.. my ending.. i was foolish to even think that i will have my happy ending...

mama.. here i come....